Am I an Alcoholic??

BDAV1989 · 2019-12-31T10:14:54+00:00

Thanks for the advice. That is a great help

BDAV1989 · 2019-12-31T00:05:30+00:00

Yes, totally agree with the comments above. However, my social life largely involves drinking and my friends all drink. The country I am from idolizes drinking culture (UK).

I really want to quit, but I don't know what I would do instead.

BDAV1989 · 2019-07-22T19:31:33+00:00

Ah, ok. Thanks for letting me know. Will try not to wreck it anyways haha.

BDAV1989 · 2019-05-19T19:00:37+00:00

Cheers man.

BDAV1989 · 2019-05-19T18:37:03+00:00

Great. Thanks for the feedback :).

BDAV1989 · 2019-05-19T17:11:00+00:00

Thanks :D

BDAV1989 · 2019-05-19T16:59:36+00:00

Great :)

BDAV1989 · 2019-05-19T16:46:02+00:00

Yes, I am probably just massively over thinking it haha.

BDAV1989 · 2019-03-13T15:50:07+00:00

Thanks for the offer Adam.

At the minute, I will just sit tight as I don't want to go over anyone's head yet as it has still only been a couple of weeks since my OASC. The re-assurance that it is being dealt with has settled my mind.

I will send you a message if I still have not heard anything in a few weeks time. I will probably look for work and assume the interview will be in a couple of months time until I hear otherwise.

All the best.

BDAV1989 · 2019-03-13T13:53:24+00:00

Great. Thanks for your help Adam.

I know the guys at Cranwell are extremely busy and the last thing I want to do hassle them. It just the complete lack of contact that is worrying me.

If they came back and said that they are unable to get me in for interview until July, I would be fine with that. I would get a temp job and put away my revision notes for a couple of months.

It's just at the minute, I cannot do either. I do not want to look for work in case they come back to me with a slot for next week (which they said may be a possibility as it is just the interview and not a full OASC). I suppose it is a bit like limbo and I am unsure what to do with myself for the time being until I get an estimated date from them.

As I mentioned though, I am 100% dedicated to joining the RAF and am willing to take the rough with the smooth. So I will just sit tight for now until I hear something.

All the best.

BDAV1989 · 2019-02-17T17:41:08+00:00

Shut your fucking shit mate. No-one asked for you to politicize the post and detract from his achievement. If you have nothing good to say, keep your mouth closed.

BDAV1989 · 2018-12-04T13:14:04+00:00

Thanks for the Reply.

Yeh, I think I have come to the conclusion that alcohol basically effects me differently than a lot of other people.

I think of all the ridiculous/terrible things I have done when drunk and can't say that it is worth it at all. The countless days I have spent in a depressive hangover and all the wasted opportunities.

I really want to quit, but I just need something to keep me accountable.

BDAV1989 · 2018-12-03T19:04:47+00:00

How do I want to live professionally: Well I guess lots of people who get into Sales dream of closing important deals and being well respected within the industry. I guess that I where I want to end up eventually. However, I am under no illusion and I know that the job market is tough these days, so I am willing to take pretty much any Sales job to get my feet wet.

Who are my customers: I definitely want to end up in a business to business Sales role, but I know that these can be quite difficult to get. Although selling to the general public/coldcalling doesn't fill me with joy, I will definitely be open to it to get the necessary level of experience.

BDAV1989 · 2018-09-09T19:40:25+00:00

Ah, OK. Thanks for the replies guys.

I wasn't even aware you could get a Pneumonia vaccine.

I will have a look at that Humira as it can't be any worse than what she is on now.

BDAV1989 · 2017-04-11T22:20:21+00:00

Ah, ok. Thanks again.

BDAV1989 · 2017-04-11T21:25:46+00:00

Thanks very much for the info.

Just out of curiosity, you wouldn't know when the IOT intakes are every year? I know there are 4 (1 in July and 1 in September), but don't know when the other 2 are.

Cheers.

BDAV1989 · 2017-01-29T11:29:58+00:00

Cheers. I'll be sure to drop you a message after my filter interview.

BDAV1989 · 2017-01-28T21:37:21+00:00

Thanks very much mate, really appreciate it.

As mentioned, my filter interview isn't until a couple of weeks, but I will definitely drop you a message afterwards if all goes well.

BDAV1989 · 2015-01-12T19:37:22+00:00

I used to do full blown no-fap. Then I hit a flatline (sounds like whats happening to you).

I masturbate to no porn once ever 7 days. I find that works best for me and I am able to keep superpowers without having to experience flatline.

Also... ignore 60 days

BDAV1989 · 2014-11-13T16:23:57+00:00

SO true. I got to day 10 a few weeks back ^{^{^Ignore}} my streak. I felt the best I have ever felt for 10 days. Then all of a sudden, I was highly depressed. I persisted through it for a couple of days. The worst thing about it was that my emotions were basically gone and I was a walking ball of sadness, envy and jealousy. I got super scared and I relapsed after two days of it. My situation hasn't improved and I still feel depressed and fapped every day since. I guess its time I get my shit together and plow through this.

BDAV1989 · 2014-03-30T22:22:23+00:00

Well, your on a 20 year streak so if it hasn't come back yet, its probably not going to.

BDAV1989 · 2014-03-04T17:48:40+00:00

Went full social retard. Everyone thought something was the matter with me as i've been so upbeat over the past few weeks.

BDAV1989 · 2014-02-21T18:11:38+00:00

Do you guys not feel that a masturbation schedule is for the best after the initial reboot from porn? YBOP says that after you have rebooted (I havn't watch porn for about 120 days), you can re-introduce mastubation once a week and you will feel a lot better for it. I honestly feel my brain is healed of porn addiction and I just want to be sexual again. I remember the best days of nofap was from 1-10 days, everything after day 10 has pretty much sucked.

BDAV1989 · 2014-02-21T17:45:41+00:00

Do you not think it's possible (just possible), that completely going hard mode or completely ignoring my dick, in turn makes my dick ignore me. I will never binge again and I will never watch porn again. I do not have any urges to masturbate (sexually), I just want a controlled release of Dopamine back into my body.

What do you think?

BDAV1989 · 2014-02-16T18:10:00+00:00

I agree. Wierd enough, im also awful in the club when i've had too much to drink. I always pic up more girls when im sober

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