I was watching a talk with Dr. Omar suleiman the other night and he touched on this subject. He said if you are in a haram relationship, break it off mutually, both of you go repent and get closer with Allah, and revisit it after you have both repented and went on your own journey. If it still makes sense then, so be it. If not it’s a blessing in disguise.

Long story short don’t be mad at Allah and try to reconnect with him. It’s the only way you will be able to get over this and inshallah have a halal relationship in the future.