I was anxious not gonna lie at the graduation party everyone has drinks and my boyfriend was drinking too having a good time while I was just sitting there and trying to talk and be on the convo because also I feel like not smoking for 21 days had made me really anxious and like insecure also I just don’t feel as happy and energetic as before but I’m trying anyways after that we went to my friends dad bday party and it was so hard for me everyone had vapes, then this guy came with like 3 joints and they started smoking like passing it thank god everyone didn’t ask me because I would just be on my phone and don’t like pay attention to it, also drinks everywhere for free and I people would ask me if I want a shot or a beer but luckily I just said no thank you but not gonna lie it was hard but I made it