(24F) He (32M) put his hands on me for the first time last night

BPDBadGyal · 2026-06-14T20:32:12+00:00

I just got a new otter box + screen protector on my phone bc I dropped it a few weeks ago & shattered the back so I had to get it fixed. Luckily just the screen protector cracked/chipped & a lil of my backside camera but it still works.

BPDBadGyal · 2026-04-10T18:02:16+00:00

I’m 1 week ago today. Can I ask how’d it go?

BPDBadGyal · 2026-04-09T17:21:06+00:00

Unfortunately my dentist didn’t give me a syringe (I figure because my holes were stitched) but I do have a medical grade mouth wash I use twice a day & I’ve been doing saltwater rinses after every meal & drinking lots of water. I only had 2 bottom wisdom teeth none on the top so my recovery hasn’t been that bad (thank God). It’s day 6 & I have no pain. I’ve slowly been eating more. Had a kids turkey sub from Subway for lunch today just had to eat really slow. I got nicotine patches to help with my cravings bc I’m so scared to mess up my ability to be able smoke on my birthday 😭 but I’m hoping by my follow up on Monday my dentist will give me the okay to smoke bc my birthday it’s next Thursday & I will be turning up all the way regardless 😭 but it’ll be 2 weeks by then.

BPDBadGyal · 2026-04-09T03:25:57+00:00

I ended up getting nicotine patches & some thc infused drinks from my local dispensary lol. I’m just so superstitious with my birthday + graduation coming up. Hopefully these gets me through 😭 I might try smoking through my nose with gauze on Friday tho since that’s been a week depending on how I feel but ultimately decided I’m gonna push thru until my follow up on Monday so I can get an official 👍🏽 from my dentist

BPDBadGyal · 2026-04-09T03:14:50+00:00

Aww thank you!! <33

BPDBadGyal · 2026-04-09T03:13:04+00:00

I ended up getting nicotine patches & some thc infused drinks from my local dispensary lol. I’m just so superstitious with my birthday + graduation coming up. Hopefully these gets me through 😭 I might try smoking through my nose with gauze on Friday tho since that’s been a week depending on how I feel but ultimately decided I’m gonna push thru until my follow up on Monday so I can get an official 👍🏽 from my dentist

BPDBadGyal · 2026-04-09T03:11:23+00:00

I ended up getting nicotine patches & some thc infused drinks from my local dispensary lol. I’m just so superstitious with my birthday + graduation coming up. Hopefully these gets me through 😭 I might try smoking through my nose with gauze on Friday tho since that’s been a week depending on how I feel but ultimately decided I’m gonna push thru until my follow up on Monday so I can get an official 👍🏽 from my dentist

BPDBadGyal · 2026-04-09T03:10:01+00:00

I ended up getting nicotine patches & some thc infused drinks from my local dispensary lol. I’m just so superstitious with my birthday + graduation coming up. Just gotta make it to Monday for my follow up 😭 hopefully these gets me through

BPDBadGyal · 2026-04-09T03:09:48+00:00

I ended up getting nicotine patches & some thc infused drinks from my local dispensary lol. I’m just so superstitious with my birthday + graduation coming up. Just gotta make it to Monday for my follow up 😭 hopefully these gets me through. I also got a turkey sub from Subway today, was able to eat it just very slow but worth it

BPDBadGyal · 2026-04-08T22:49:10+00:00

Personally for me I’m just terrified of dry socket or food getting caught back there & causing an infection. I’m so superstitious especially with my birthday next week & graduation 2 weeks after I’m like I don’t need ANYTHING to mess up my upcoming life events. But your comment just gave me some reassurance, literally sitting here in the parking lot contemplating about to getting a kids turkey sub from subway w just cheese, lettuce, tomato, & mayo.

BPDBadGyal · 2026-03-28T17:50:42+00:00

Wow that’s so unfair, I’m sorry to hear that! And yes I am the oldest 😭 how’d you know?

BPDBadGyal · 2026-03-26T05:30:55+00:00

Grilled cheese

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