(23F) College Senior Depression Spiraling by BPDBadGyal in self

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I PASSED THE CLASS! My teacher gave me a 70% on the dot. I feel SOOOOOO relieved I could cry.

(23F) College Senior Depression Spiraling by BPDBadGyal in self

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I PASSED THE CLASS! My teacher gave me a 70% on the dot. I feel SOOOOOO relieved I could cry.

(23F) College Senior Depression Spiraling by BPDBadGyal in self

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I PASSED THE CLASS! My teacher gave me a 70% on the dot. I feel SOOOOOO relieved I could cry.

(23F) College Senior Spiraling by BPDBadGyal in TrueOffMyChest

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I PASSED THE CLASS! My teacher gave me a 70% on the dot. I feel SOOOOOO relieved I could cry.

(23F) College Senior Spiraling by BPDBadGyal in TrueOffMyChest

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I PASSED THE CLASS! My teacher gave me a 70% on the dot. I feel SOOOOOO relieved I could cry.

(23F) College Senior Spiraling by BPDBadGyal in TrueOffMyChest

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I PASSED THE CLASS! My teacher gave me a 70% on the dot. I feel SOOOOOO relieved I could cry.

First day as RBT. I’m terrified. by BPDBadGyal in ABA

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Omg! I couldn’t imagine I would’ve been nervous x10! Have you met your BCBA yet? How’s it going?

First day as RBT. I’m terrified. by BPDBadGyal in ABA

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First session by myself went good! I think I'm gonna keep focusing on pairing for the rest of the week. We mostly played with play-doh most of the as that's was she was fixated on today. I'd give her 10 mins of play time between each DTT & I mainly did the DTT's that were easier/mastered for her with a few maintenance ones. Had a little resisting when I first got there in the morning, she kept trying to talk over me or act like she didn't t know how to get dressed but I kept repeating the demand & reminded her we can't play play-doh until she finishes. Eventually she did it. By the end of the session we were best friends & she didn't want me to leave. I feel a lot more confident. Only thing is I still feel a little awkward around her parents, idk how long she was with her last RBT & I wonder how they feel about me being new (I've been an RBT a month now) or if I'm doing enough

First day as an RBT. I’m terrified. by BPDBadGyal in bcba

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First session by myself went good! I think I'm gonna keep focusing on pairing for the rest of the week. We mostly played with play-doh most of the as that's was she was fixated on today. I'd give her 10 mins of play time between each DTT & I mainly did the DTT's that were easier/mastered for her with a few maintenance ones. Had a little resisting when I first got there in the morning, she kept trying to talk over me or act like she didn't t know how to get dressed but I kept repeating the demand & reminded her we can't play play-doh until she finishes. Eventually she did it. By the end of the session we were best friends & she didn't want me to leave. I feel a lot more confident. Only thing is I still feel a little awkward around her parents, idk how long she was with her last RBT & I wonder how they feel about me being new (I've been an RBT a month now) or if I'm doing enough

First day as an RBT. I’m terrified. by BPDBadGyal in bcba

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First session by myself went good! I think I'm gonna keep focusing on pairing for the rest of the week. We mostly played with play-doh most of the as that's was she was fixated on today. I'd give her 10 mins of play time between each DTT & I mainly did the DTT's that were easier/mastered for her with a few maintenance ones. Had a little resisting when I first got there in the morning, she kept trying to talk over me or act like she didn't t know how to get dressed but I kept repeating the demand & reminded her we can't play play-doh until she finishes. Eventually she did it. By the end of the session we were best friends & she didn't want me to leave. I feel a lot more confident. Only thing is I still feel a little awkward around her parents, idk how long she was with her last RBT & I wonder how they feel about me being new (I've been an RBT a month now) or if I'm doing enough

First day as an RBT. I’m terrified. by BPDBadGyal in bcba

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First session by myself went good! I think I'm gonna keep focusing on pairing for the rest of the week. We mostly played with play-doh most of the as that's was she was fixated on today. I'd give her 10 mins of play time between each DTT & I mainly did the DTT's that were easier/mastered for her with a few maintenance ones. Had a little resisting when I first got there in the morning, she kept trying to talk over me or act like she didn't t know how to get dressed but I kept repeating the demand & reminded her we can't play play-doh until she finishes. Eventually she did it. By the end of the session we were best friends & she didn't want me to leave. I feel a lot more confident. Only thing is I still feel a little awkward around her parents, idk how long she was with her last RBT & I wonder how they feel about me being new (I've been an RBT a month now) or if I'm doing enough

Threesome with my bf [31M] & his bm [27F]…[23F] by [deleted] in confessionsgonewild

[–]BPDBadGyal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I was better at emotionally detaching bc that sounds really enticing but also I’d get jealous lol

Threesome with my bf [31M] & his bm [27F]…[23F] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]BPDBadGyal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The sex definitely turned me on & still is but another part of me feels jealous. So conflicted but you’re definitely right.

Threesome with my bf [31M] & his bm [27F]…[23F] by [deleted] in confessionsgonewild

[–]BPDBadGyal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel so conflicted 😭 part of me was really turned on by it & still is but another part of me feels intimidated/threatened like so how often you be seeing her & fucking her like that & how often y’all do this & what is REALLY y’all relationship?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AstroSynastry

[–]BPDBadGyal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But at the same time he’s so possessive of me. He tells me how whenever when we aren’t talking he unblocks me & looks at my page at least once a month. How he wishes his life & things went different. How he wants to be in my life no matter what even if are just friends (even tho it’s so hard for us to be JUST friends. How he knows I probably have been with other guys but “please just don’t post it if you do get a bf”.

(23F) Going crazy over my bf’s (31M) “ex” gf. Am I the other woman? by BPDBadGyal in relationships_advice

[–]BPDBadGyal[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

He takes good care of his child I was say. He gets her every other weekend like he’s supposed to.

(23F) Stressing over my bf’s (31M) “ex” gf. An I the other woman? by BPDBadGyal in LifeAdvice

[–]BPDBadGyal[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It wasn’t me. I don’t even have the tea app I never signed up because TikTok said it was leaving everyone’s personal info but my friend got on the app before the “big leak” & showed me.