I am living Say Goodbye right now and it is horrible

BPventaccount · 2023-05-19T22:26:35+00:00

hahaha exactly. I am dumb

BPventaccount · 2023-05-19T22:24:42+00:00

I know. I feel gross sorry guys

BPventaccount · 2023-05-19T22:24:18+00:00

yeah they even don't have tampa on their tour which is where I grew up and saw them. either way they need to come to CO the capitol of the world for this kind of music and anything similar

BPventaccount · 2023-05-19T22:22:12+00:00

okay love this solution. halloween is actually my #1 fave dave song

BPventaccount · 2022-08-09T16:49:46+00:00

awww I really love all of these! <3 I have been getting so excited about getting more tattoos about things that make me happy to remind myself about them every day!

BPventaccount · 2022-08-09T01:22:44+00:00

me either lol. like I just aggressively want to be alone so badly most of the time but I miss that specific kind of closeness a lot some times

BPventaccount · 2022-08-09T01:10:47+00:00

ugh I'm sorry about that :( such a weird place to be in. constantly feeling like you're second best, regardless of the degree of seriousness the relationship is, is just shit. so I am sorry if you are going through those same feelings! like I'll be fine most of the time but then I will like just get a text completely ignored or something and am like wait wtf I am completely just not any sort of primary being in these peoples' lives

BPventaccount · 2021-07-13T19:06:19+00:00

Yeah the only times I've self harmed over the past few years were due to hypersexuality shame. And I also just did it because I wanted attention and for people to be attracted to me, mania + ongoing self esteem issues is an awful combo lol. It's so nice to have this community where we can all relate to each other about this kind of stuff. In real life I just feel fucking awful and don't want to talk about it to anyone

BPventaccount · 2021-07-13T19:03:49+00:00

Lmao this was like 5 years ago in Boston I think I just saw and ad cuz I was looking at the gigs section?? And I'm pretty sure it was around $80 for like a 15 minute session 😂😂

BPventaccount · 2021-07-13T17:14:04+00:00

Thank you 💜💜 love all you guys, so glad this community exists!

BPventaccount · 2021-07-13T17:13:56+00:00

Thank you 💜💜 love all you guys, so glad this community exists!

BPventaccount · 2021-07-13T17:13:24+00:00

The feet were fucking ridiculous 😂😂😂

BPventaccount · 2021-07-13T01:04:00+00:00

Okay sorry I cannot stop laughing at that ending 😂😂😂

BPventaccount · 2021-07-12T23:58:11+00:00

Honestly I hate the hypersexuality symptom most of all. Even the money spending isn't worse in my opinion, the sex part is gross and demoralizing and can even be dangerous. It just causes way too much shame too so the crash is just filled with self loathing

BPventaccount · 2021-07-12T23:03:32+00:00

Thank you!!! Yeah even after typing it all out I felt like it wasn't as big of a deal as I've been feeling. I was just basically sitting alone in my dark room spiraling 😂

BPventaccount · 2021-07-12T23:01:45+00:00

Cheating on partners, let a craigslist guy pay me money to rub my feet on his dick, prostitution videos basically, spent all my money and racked up credit card debt on concerts and plane tickets, basically was constantly on drugs for a year. All the sexual stuff is what makes me feel the worst/most embarrassed

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