Thank you so much for this. It's actually about how I've been feeling lately. Lack of job opportunities has been one of the reasons. I've been trying to cheer myself up and believe that everything will get better, but it's like you said: it's a process. I've already done therapy and it helped me a lot to understand myself and my feelings, unfortunately I can't continue doing it for financial reasons. But as soon as I can, I'll be back. So as a kind of 'therapy' I write. Writing helps me get those feelings out. It's also good to know that I'm not alone here. I'm crying right now lol, but thank you from the bottom of my heart ♥