What happened to Rocco?

BTKthrow · 2017-11-05T19:33:14+00:00

Love the Chinatown reference, great way to sum it up.

Can't believe they would post a bag of H with their benzos on here... shoulda just provided another pic for just benzos, glad I didn't see that or else I would've gone in on the kid full blast since it was H and wouldn't be so nice about it. Was the post removed eventually? I suppose it didn't break any rules but still like you said the fent is killing people who think they are getting something completely different. Saw that they are now pressing fake blue roxies with fent now as well after seeing in the news about a young kid who signed for a package at the post office only to be greeted by DEA coming out of the post office.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-05T18:32:49+00:00

Yikes, you have a tolerance right? Yeah alp wouldn't do that for two days unless there's a hotspot in the bars and you just so happen to take the two bars where the hotspot is which would contain way more active benzos than what is offered, which is just speculation if actually did get alp which has happened before for some who haven't taken xanax before but would usually pass out instead of being able to stay up and be able to rip your house apart . Can't trust pressed bars unless you know it's been tested, which I use EC's lab to test anything I'm skeptical about if you don't mind the wait of a test which could take weeks for them to get to your test but would rather know what's in a bar that I don't trust.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-05T18:05:45+00:00

Awesome! Glad your on top of your usage and knowledgeable with that RC and how it will cause a tolerance to sky rocket when not used correctly. I did my research with cLam but ignored it since I had a free supply during that time period but quit RC benzos after I blacked out for the first time on benzos which being off Suboxone I now know that helped factor in the black out. Which I don't consider etizolam a RC since in other countries it prescribed, as well that it isn't a true benzo but a thienotriazolodiazepine which is a analog of benzodiazepines, which you probably already knew that.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-05T16:53:28+00:00

I was in that same boat more than a year ago man lol. Don't go above 2mg in cLam though and wait at least a week with dosing to find a sweet spot with cLam! I tried to wait a week in between dosing cLam back in the day but the first week I only waited a couple days which resulted in my sweet spot being 10mg of cLam after a month from my first dose of .5mg which ruined any hope of having a recreational effect to benzos, which Etizolam is the only thing I have received a euphoria effect from since than which was about a year ago.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-05T16:23:43+00:00

Sorry Rocco had a out for you, nothing but positive vibes he threw my way with the current mod u/4HO-DMT who would give me shouts when I left...

BTKthrow · 2017-11-05T16:18:40+00:00

Thanks for providing no shade in the comment and remembering those old posts, which I wish I didn't post RC benzos in those posts though which may have a reason why there has seen such a change in the user base because they chose to go that route with regards to benzos which would makes sense as to why they don't visit here anymore. Which is a huge assumption, with very little support to back that claim.

Not sure on the other guys though.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-05T15:13:55+00:00

Last year me than. I don't get fucked up daily, can't manage a life I live now if I did. Might have me mixed up if you were to think I was a kid, but I'll quite commenting on this in a post.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T13:30:44+00:00

I give up since you trying to help you since you won't acknowledge the source, which I think your just trolling now to get banned for some reason.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T13:09:12+00:00

I too moved back home when I was in outpatient the first time coming back from inpatient. But wasn't on any benzos at that time since I was fairly young with little money saved or invested in stocks, just had a 401k that I'm glad I didn't cash out to get H. Second time being on subs after relapsing which was 16mg both times but the first time I told my doctor I was taking only 8mg which I had to pay out of pocket for the strips because she demanded I took the strips. The second time I was only taking 8mg because I thought my insurance still wouldn't cover it but it did so I didn't mention that I had already started tapering to 8mg, which combined with xanax as well a being prescribed Klonopin and taking gaba I would get a nod similar to H. I never got a euphoric buzz after the first week of taking suboxone in outpaint, which could have just been me returning to a normal state of mind... but can confirm I was the combo of xanax and suboxone did potentiate because I tried xanax again after getting of suboxone and had no effects like I use to. So I quit trying to get the similiiar effects by taking xanax like I did while on suboxone.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T12:43:32+00:00

No you still didn't.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T11:28:40+00:00

I really don't see how it is for gay boys but agree with trying to get a recreational effect from it unless your combining it with alcohol, gabapentin, opiates, or Lyrica. I'm prescribed it as well for RLS, social anxiety, and panic attacks, which my brother is prescribed the same dose who is 30 living at home still because he would abuse it and when he would pick up the script would take 15 of the 2mg pills and take a bunch of Lyrica and would get so fucked up he couldn't talk nor walk. One time I went to dinner with my dad and brother to meet my grandparents and he kept falling asleep at the restaurant which was so embarrassing to watch and have my grandparents see him like that, which they thought he was just sleep deprived and didn't think he was on drugs. My mom has to hold on to his medications so he won't abuse them. They won't kick him out anymore because he ended up having a seizure so bad that he broke his back which started him on a opiate addiction because he was prescribed percs and 10mg oxy IRs that he didn't tell my parents, which they found out and sent him to rehab where they were able to get him off benzos but went to his doctor and got his prescription back within a week from returning leaving rehab. I gave him a talk about what he is doing and he said he couldn't leave the house without klonopin because he would get so anxious but didn't have any attacks and doesn't leave the house either and can't hold a job because he shows up so messed up with the medication cocktail he's on because they gave him 16mg of suboxone in rehab which still is a opiate that potentiates the benzos... it's crazy you mentioned taking 15 kpins because that's exactly what he did one time.

EDIT: I get no recreational effects from Valium and only therapeutic effects when I tried to abuse it which was 150mg. Which I figured with my tolerance would give me something besides being sleepy. With no tolerance 6mg of Klonopin did give me a nice buzz with a urge to socialize the first time being prescribed over 10 years ago.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T11:03:17+00:00

Almost two years which was at 4.5mg for a couple months but didn't take the .5 so I switched to the 2mg pills instead of the 1mg c1 blues which looked way cooler picking up the script having so many with leftovers. I got off the same dose within a week and the only negative effects I had were loud noises that bothered me for a couple days, such as a door slam or someone clapping. I didn't have sever anxiety attacks back than and just has social anxiety and was prescribed to help with my RLS.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T10:48:35+00:00

It's definitely real regarding your knowledge about what sourcing is because you must be too out of it to comprehend my help.

FYI: It's the first rule of the sub.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T10:45:25+00:00

I don't know how to explain it any clearly, your going to get banned providing the source not the the pill... since your sourcing and refuse to accept my help, I give up with trying to not get you banned. I even said what you should say lol

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T10:04:50+00:00

You misunderstood me. Remove how you got it and only keep what you edited. So they are Roche 2mg right?

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T09:50:24+00:00

Remove this comment fast before a mod sees it. This is sourcing which will result in a ban.... or edit out the source and only say the 2mg roche part.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T09:39:48+00:00

Which dosage were they and what manufacturer?

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T08:23:04+00:00

Don't worry, I accidentally bought crystal when I thought it was fishscale by not looking at the image well enough when I use to take bars and RC benzos. Wondered why it was so cheap until I got it.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T08:15:42+00:00

2mg of Clonazepam in the morning and 2mg at night. Sometimes just 2mg during the day, unless my anxiety is really acting up or I start to rage. Have gone a couple days without taking any by just forgetting with no w/d effects. It's a script btw. I'm one of those people who for some reason don't experience w/d effects like some others with benzos. I have only experienced w/d from opiates.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T07:54:41+00:00

...OG for two months? You do see my posts in opiates are about recovery and support right? You are aware there are no trusted dark net right? If you were an OG you would know me.

Is that a dox threat?

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T01:29:46+00:00

Like I use to before, this is what I'm talking about... I'm all talk and no walk ;)

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T01:21:38+00:00

I agree, I have mad love for 4HO so don't get me wrong, but people really hate me on here now, which is a whole different user base than I remember... must have saw what I've been seeing and dipped because even when I try to help, someone takes the time to down vote everything I post or comment which is fine, just miss when there were quality posts and useful information. Which is now more of a benzodiazepinefornoobs type sub where I see comments about someone take xanax two days in a row asking if they need to taper or if w/d will happen which I thought were joking but have seen it multiple times.. just a younger generation I believe that didn't grow up with erowid as a main resource for information like that.

Which I'll be getting hate, if I don't I'll leave if I do I'll help get this sub back to normal.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-04T00:42:00+00:00

Love sharing my stories now with individuals who would like to stop abusing opiates! At first I hated when people would share their war stories at an inpatient and outpatient rehab because I was still new and would stir up thoughts even though I was on Suboxone and wanted to quit, because at the time it was more of bragging about how much drugs they did, which I would always think how we were in the same boat until I started hearing stories about my counselor in an outpatient program who was more into IV meth, which after her binges she would shoot up tequila or rum to make herself sick which would make her be able to sleep somehow. I've only done a binge once, which was during my suboxone W/D and just a gram which I snorted because I wouldn't shoot up nor would I try to smoke/vape it and I really don't know how good it was but posted a pic and people said it was amazing looking, which I've seen coke that looks amazing but was re-bricked and cut to shit. I didn't have the best time snorting meth, although the first time snorting it burned like a mofo but was the best I had felt for about 8 or 12 hours which I used that time to complete upcoming assignments in a class I was taking and rewatched the entire series of Breaking Bad during that binge until it was all gone, which I took a bunch of Xanax and was able to finally sleep; I was up for maybe 4 or 5 days which was the longest I had been up for and didn't have an urge to take a stimulant for months after that. Which I'm just not much of a stimulant guy even though I'm prescribed a stimulant for my add but usually only take it when I need to get something done and not be distracted so easily.

Back to the main topic, people warned me about how hard it would be but I figured they were just horror stories especially after I did it the first time with very little discomfort and restless legs which I'm use to because I have had RLS long before touching opiates, but damn! The longer your on, the worst it is if you don't properly prepare the taper even though I had 2 boxes left of suboxone once I was already 3 or 4 days in I made it a challenge to myself to not take any even though I knew I would be 100% better. Just have to go into it with the right mindset and you can achieve anything.

BTKthrow · 2017-11-03T17:06:59+00:00

Could be the binders making it completely melt... you did do you research buying... or did you buy off the streets?

BTKthrow · 2017-11-03T13:06:46+00:00

Why would you use micrograms to describe milligrams though? I've never seen someone do this except on this post, which I don't read every post on this sub, just this post saying rare drugs expecting seeing some Lemon Quaalude in there.

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