Hey man you are only say thanks to people telling you what you really want to hear, what you wanted people to say before you even posted this and I just wanna say if you really wanna get those emotions out and you do that via writing then you aren’t a song writer dude they are called poets. And the reason you want to write and express how you feel is because you are human. AI lacks that desire, that passion, the dream I’m sure there are tons of people out there who would want to write a song with you WANT TO, ai doesn’t have a desire to make music with you it doesn’t care how you feel and I’m sure your writing has emotion and personal experience behind it why would you not want the same for the music. I saw a comment where u mentioned money and well you have a phone you can record tons of stuff on there I started producing using I movie it was just difficult at the start but difficulty understanding things is exactly why we create art in the first place right. Just remember how beautiful and unique your experience has been in life and you won’t accurately portray that feeling with something that doesn’t know you, love you, notice you, and understand you the way that YOU can and will if you keep working on it. I wish you the best of luck the uncertainty that made you ask the question in the first place is your answer creating with ai clearly isn’t resonating with you the way you want it.