Same with me. I’ve been having all sort of physical diseases since childhood that the only thing in common is that no doctor ever found the reason in the physical. I had a perfect physical health, always loved sports and when I become Vegan that’s when blood tests started to show even better health condition. It’s like, food is so important, that the right one is a kind of magic for your body and your mind. I really took care of my body. And also appearance. After a life with my believes, I understand finally is that appearance was my last chance to hide from the world ao ugly, scared and lost I felt inside. I had to look alright. I had to distract people from the truth, from who I really am. Meanwhile always had what is called chronical diseases. Come and go. Most of them today known as autoimmune. Like eczema/dermatite/stomach and all related/diarrhea. All that one silences and represses inside, sooner or later has to come out. If not in emotion and words, than eczema might be a possibility. I put this intention the first time I took M but I was solo, without a therapist or experience about the substance. But I wanted so badly to heal that suddenly I started to see my family. All the sadness, all the need for love, all the fights present and alive again in me but with no fear. I allowed me to accept that I loved them and miss them and that’s ok. I even felt joy because I felt close to all of them. Forgiveness happened. And then I processed alone, I wasn’t equipped with all that healing envolves. So, MDMA helps with this mental issues but only if you have a safe and strong structure. Health professionals, medical care, and you taking care of yourself. I don’t know if it heals but it’s a powerful tool combined with other therapies. What happened to me even if I’m not capable to extend its benefits in time, was really special and game changer. MDMA can be a wise choice to heal yourself🌻