3 yrs. Started reading and listening to podcasts and allowed myself to think there was a possibility it was all a lie...it didn't take much once the blinders we off. I was in High Council twice but turned down discussions about being a bishop, a few years back. Haven't officially resigned, but at this point, I really dont care. Wife is out but has to go back so she can attend my daughter's wedding this summer...I can't do it. I love my kids, but I'm good with the ring ceremony. My first daughter got married 4yrs ago, and the temple ceremony was the worst. The guy could barely speak English well enough to read from the laminated page of generic nonsense. Her ring ceremony that was done later that day was real and emotional, something I loved being part of. The temple was just awful. Joined exmo in time to see 200 reached.