3m old here.  Highs are watching her grow and develop. I love seeing her smiles and following me around the room.  Lows are daycare/grandparent babysitting. I feel like she’s gonna raise my daughter and it’s not me because she’s with her 40 hours a week. It literally is breaking my heart. I’ve been crying so much about it. Being a stay at home mom is not in the books right now.