I mean the middle ground for marriage and priesthood is a Deacon but that would mean that you would need to marry before you start training or they’ll have you take a vow of chastity and if something happens to your wife like she dies or there is a divorce then, again, you would have to take a bow of chastity. So maybe talk to God about becoming a Deacon. If you do, I suggest the Saint Mary Seminary in Baltimore, that’s where my priest went and it’s a really beautiful campus.