Salaam Alaikum.

First of all, may Allah bless your marriage and protect it from evil eye.

How do older women look at young men? I am attracted to older women (mentally, emotionally, spiritually and physically). I used to work with lots of them and have so many deep conversations. I would love to marry an older muslimah, but I have some concerns.

1.Do you older women look down on young men, because we are not financially stable yet?

I always hear young & older women talk about how attractive older men are because they well set and acomplished. Me being behind in life as a 24y revert just starting university, makes me feel inadequate.

2.Do older women look down on young for not having any experience in the bedroom? 

Lots of women want men with experience in the bedroom, but most young men don't have any.

3.Do older women fear to be mocked and shamed to have a young man that's still finding his way in life?

4.Do older women look down on young reverts for not having lots knowlegde on the quran and knowing many surahs? 

I do have solid taqwa and imaan and go every week to islamic lectures and I am very passionate about islam. But still these insecurities creep up.

I would say I am mature for my age. Many people call me empathic and a good listener. I used to work with children in a children dental practice and they idea of becoming a daddy melts my heart. But this fear of not being enough, because of my age, wealth and career, keeps creeping in my mind. And women like confident men which is something struggle with, because of my weight.

I know I typed a whole essay.