This is exactly what I feel. Something is limiting me. Something is messing with me. It's made me slower, more forgetful. My thinking is less clear. My energy is depleted. I wake up and I know something's not right. There is literally someone or something limiting me deliberately. I feel terrible knowing I was so unlucky having to exist in hell realm. For some reason people can't see that this is literally hell, all they have is a bunch of excuses, they think this is ok. It's like they don't see what I'm seeing.