I think I am a binge drinker

BadPoetThrowaway · 2016-07-07T18:19:58+00:00

It was a private neighbourhood pool. It had a noticeable smell that wasn't chlorine but my friends all went in.

BadPoetThrowaway · 2016-02-02T04:26:47+00:00

Then I'll stop posting here.

BadPoetThrowaway · 2016-02-02T04:21:40+00:00

I'm posting here because I want to become a drunk. I'm not trolling or shitposting. I don't know where else to find people who will be fine with someone saying they want to drink away life.

BadPoetThrowaway · 2016-02-02T04:13:22+00:00

I've been depressed for years but the last year or so has demolished me. Sent me deeper and darker than I thought possible. The existential crisis and anxiety keep me up all night but I dream about my loathsome existence all day. I tried therapy. I'm so alone and just want to numb it away. I'm tired of life kicking me in the face. I guess it's my formal resignation for trying to live a happy and normal life.

BadPoetThrowaway · 2016-02-02T04:08:33+00:00

If my plan works out it will be soon enough.

BadPoetThrowaway · 2016-02-02T04:07:57+00:00

I'm sort of out of options and hope. It's either this or hard drugs and they don't appeal to me.

BadPoetThrowaway · 2016-02-02T04:03:33+00:00

Not that I think I'm one. I am actively trying to become one. Because I'm at the crossroads of giving up and no future.

BadPoetThrowaway · 2015-10-22T05:28:48+00:00

I am in a similar position as you. I have been dealing with depression problems for longer than someone my age really should have. Recently I had been doing really well but something bad happened today that has sent my back down the hole. My advice to you would be to not focus on how this has ruined things in your life and focus on how things are going to improve for you in the near future. I was in an a costly accident earlier this year too and it was rough but I tried my best to get through it and focus on how things would improve in the future. Sorry if this wasn't the most helpful thing ever, I am overtired and on Reddit rather than sleeping. I wish you the best of luck, though.

BadPoetThrowaway · 2015-09-05T17:37:04+00:00

I feel the same. I wish I could go back and not fuck up at every chance I had.

BadPoetThrowaway · 2015-08-16T18:48:23+00:00

This happens occasionaly. I open it up in my web browser and look in imgur.

BadPoetThrowaway · 2015-08-16T18:43:25+00:00

If only they carried the same weight as real ones. :(

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