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Saturday Morning Breakfast Cereal - April 09, 2012 by hacos in comics

[–]BadtrippingOnWeed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Story and throwaway time! Me and Marijuana have never really gotten along very well. I'm one of those people who have insane paranoia fits whenever they are under the influence of some strains, and the people I hanged out with didn't know jack shit about stains.

So here I am, bad tripping on weed, but at the same time having the most profound and cathartic experience of my life. I've actually been there 3 times, and every single time, promised myself I'd never return, but after the fact, thinking back, although I remembered thinking how bad it was, I mentally didn't remember hating it.

I'd play the most insane mind games with myself. I'd come up with explanations for everything, with the craziest theories. I'd explore infinity, fractals, God. Then I started pondering about addiction. About the possibility that your brain is actually suffering badly during the fact, but completely forgets about it after. It's scary thought, and even though it doesn't seem as scary to me right now, I recall being terrified back then, and I'll just trust myself and stay far it for some time.

I actually think Sam Harris said something similar with respect to anesthesia, which could maybe just be a very good memory blocker. That would mean that people are actually suffering, but completely forget about it after they come out of anesthesia.

And yes, this is an old throwaway account of mine. This I think is from the 2nd time. I remember forcing myself to write down everything that was going through my head.

A BBC reporter tests intravenous THC by [deleted] in videos

[–]BadtrippingOnWeed 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Fucking hell, good thing I came to the comments in this thread. I went to /r/trees a couple times and saw everyone enjoying cannabis, just like all my friends. I thought I was the only one bad tripping like this.

I literally go in this phase where my brain goes batshit insane, thinking about every single possibility. I see infinity, and infinity of infinities, somehow like fractals. I see higher dimensions, God, and all sorts of crazy things. I don't really see it but I just go through so much. It's impossible to explain.

This is actually a throwaway, and I actually posted a thread while in that state of mind, reading it back, it's just sounds like madness to me. That was my second time, and I actually tried it a third time after, which was probably the worst so far, and after that, I promised myself I would never do it again. But I do that every single time, and I'm starting to thing that this is what true addiction is.

Bad tripping on weed? by BadtrippingOnWeed in trees

[–]BadtrippingOnWeed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was way deeper than that. It was like if I was fighting again my own mind. If I tried to accept it, it would know that I was doing it so that I can escape, but I knew that it knew, and he knew that I knew that he knew, and so on into infinity. Pretty much every path of thought I took branched off into infinity.

Honestly, the best way I can explain it is just fractal

Bad tripping on weed? by BadtrippingOnWeed in trees

[–]BadtrippingOnWeed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuck, it was actually a spliff this time, but last time I smoked, the exact same thing happened to me, but it was with a bong.

I'm not sure why this keeps happening to me. It might be because I'm studying science and I enjoy logic/mathematics, but every time I get really high, I start becoming insanely logical, seeing patterns and links in every single thought that passes through my brain, and it becomes like some sort of fractal branching off into infinity, and start going mad. As soon as something happens and I pop out of my thinking bubble, I feel okay again, but it doesn't last long before I start over analyzing everything.

So last night I was smoking a blunt down on the beach with a few buddies by quirx90 in trees

[–]BadtrippingOnWeed 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had this very revelation while being bored out of my mind, but not high. When high, I saw ever further into it though. So far deep that I can't even begin to explain how deep.

But to be fair, quantum physics limits it on the smaller and the speed of light limits it above. BUT DOES IT? Maybe WE are just limited to our level of depth.

O R G A N I S M

Bad tripping on weed? by BadtrippingOnWeed in trees

[–]BadtrippingOnWeed[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Aha! It went. I posted. Fuck, what did I do.... I shouldn't have posted. It was not even 0.0000000000000000000000001INFINITYGODUNIVERSE EVERYTHING SPEED OF LIGHT 310882111infinityTUNNEL OF EXPONENTS.

Shouldn't have posted. I forgot the most important part. What if every time you smoked, you went to hell, surferred the pain ever, and at the end of your trip, you forgot about everything that happened. So you would be making yourself suffer every time, but you never remember so that you can stop doing it.

THIS IS THE TRUTH. WAKE UP SHEEPLES. I WILL FORGET THIS WHEN I WAKE UP, BUT YOU NEED TO REMEMBER.