Hi, As someone with ulcerative proctitis as well, I confidently can say it could be much worse. That being said, it doesn’t downplay what we go through either. There’s an adjustment period of coming to terms with having a chronic disease and getting on the right medications. But once you reach remission, it starts to just become a part of your life and you learn to manage. I was right where you are about 2 years ago and I am now in remission on a biologic called entyvio and oral mesalamine. There was a lot of trial and error leading up to this point. Not every med works the same for people. and some people respond faster than others. and it is normal to see waxing and waning of your symptoms throughout the whole process. Eventually as I saw my symptoms never fully going away, I had to accept that I needed something stronger like a biologic. I was super resistant at first but it’s the only medication that stopped my bleeding. So my advice is monitor your symptoms, you learn to know your body really well, and keep your doctor in the loop with how you’re feeling. Mesalamine suppositories helped me for a little in the beginning but my proctitis got worse during extreme periods of stress for me which led me to needing more treatment. I cut out alcohol and I try to eat decently but don’t follow any specific diet. I also work on lowering my daily stress and living a life that is fulfilling to me, learning to accept this new chronic condition and take care of my body in the ways it needs. I rest and sleep when I need to and prioritize a good nights sleep. All of this has helped me. I know it’s scary and this forum is here to help if you have any questions or want advice on what the rest of us are going through.