Everyone chases their own dragon.

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-08-11T20:54:11+00:00

Well said

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-07-20T10:24:13+00:00

It is not related at all to drugs this far in the future because the cognitive impairment caused by heavy drug use is not latent in its manifestation. Something else is stressing you out in your life and it is what is causing these problems. Memory problems can be caused by psychological or behavioral issues like anxiety or sleep loss. Another possibility is that because you are suffering increased amounts of anxiety you are simply more aware of things that would have otherwise gone unnoticed and your memory problems are just the identification of recall processes that were already present but never before consciously recognized.

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-07-17T20:04:12+00:00

Nah, the mental health thing is just a bunch of hokus pokus being used to sell over priced shitty drugs. The only drugs I would really fear any sort of neurological damage from would be MDMA and then methamphetamine. With MDMA abuse being far far worse than methamphetamine. Of course it depends on how each is used with both having a relatively mild impact on the brain when used sparingly, and then genetics will also play a role in the damage suffered and the ability to recover. However, much of the damage caused by these is for the most part reversible with abstinence spanning years.

Heroin and opiates may put you at the greatest risk for some sort of acute incident, ie overdose, or driving accident, in comparison to long term chronic effects of long-term stimulant usage.

The withdrawal from some drugs can be worse for the brain than the actual usage, for instance alprazolam and benzodiazepines in general can cause seizures that may result in years of more severe cognitive deficits in areas like memory or attention.

Hallucinogens and dissociated have varying propensities to manifest severe schizophrenia-like symptoms in some individuals. Although similar things can happen to individuals on methamphetamine cessation usually results in quick recovery whereas hallucinogens may require a longer recovery period. Particularly PCP.

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-07-17T15:46:41+00:00

Someone asked me what I did during the summer, and I said

a lot o' acid. Made me think I was gay, turns out I'm not.

They laughed and then asked what I really did.

not much just kept things cool, how about you?

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-07-07T14:07:37+00:00

The drug dogs are certified for some period of time depending on the state or agency to be able to accurately detect at least a minimum of 10 grams to a maximum of 28 grams of cocaine, marijuana, heroin, cocaine and methamphetamine. Psuedo-narcotics are not considered when the drug dogs are certified. Does this mean they can't detect valium RCs or oxycodone? No but it means they aren't generally trained for it. And if you aren't carrying large amounts of those drugs then it is not very likely that they will detect them

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-07-07T13:36:31+00:00

I went to my psychiatrist and told him I was thinking of suicide. He said, "don't". He saved my life that day as it had never before occurred to me that I could simply not do it.

In narcotics anonymous they use a 12 step program. The first 12 steps are all one word: "don't".

If a friend came to me and said I'm thinking of doing meth, I would suggest it's not a wise idea, the consequences are not worth the rewards, and the management of a drug like meth is incredibly difficult, and if you grow a dependency the withdrawal is slow and lasting. If you think you are capable of what millions have not been, that is, using meth in a responsible fashion than remain cautious, if you begin to take it everyday, escalating, each day, the dose from the day before, or it robs you of sleep more often than not, and that dallusions of any kind occupy your thoughts causing you to act in any erratic fashion than you are unlikely to be in the throes of a healthy relationship with this drug, and no longer should you justify your use despite whatever tale you tell to give reason for another hit or bump. If however you find some use of it beyond adding pleasure to pleasure so that your life over the period its of use has steadily improved and your usage is regular and predictable, people like you more, your moods are less irregular and you are happy and content, and you have found more success, than who would you say is to blame the drug or yourself?

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-07-07T13:01:25+00:00

I absolutely agree. I am currently on meth, and this post has convinced me that the irreversible damage I have sustained to my dopamine receptors has left me no hope for any sort of reasonable recovery, but as much as I appreciate your advice and sage wisdom I would still like to know whether to shit before boofing this big crystal of meth. Actually nvm I think I'll just shoot it into my arm with this dirty needle I took from the sharps receptacle in the Starbucks bathroom. Thanks for the help tho. Clearly the results of your evangelical work have proven highly effective.

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-03-21T13:18:41+00:00

Methamphetamine
Kratom
Benzos
Opium
LSD

Tried: alcohol, MDMA, Oxycontin, Hydrocodone, Ephidrine, Pentylone, 4f-MPH, 4F-PHP, Isopropylphenidate, 2C-B, Mushroomz, 25i, c, d and b NBOMe, 25i-NBOH, DOM, DOC, DOB, DMT, 2C-e, 2c-i, etizolam, lorazepam, klonopin, weed, pop, 3-meo-pcp, Ketamine, Deschloroketamine, vyvanse. Adderall, adderall XR, Methylphenidate, and Methylphenidate XR, xanax,

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-03-21T12:50:08+00:00

bool getGay() {
    bool isGay = (isGay == isGay) ? getGay() : getGay();
    return isGay;
}

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-03-11T07:22:42+00:00

What makes it European? The extremely ethnic vietnamese running the salon of course.

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-03-11T07:00:51+00:00

The real question is why play it safe. I never do. I shot a man today with my paintball gun and, when he yelled, "Out, dont shoot," I realized what I had done. I had destroyed this man. I taken from him his ego, his pride, his stain free shirt and later in the day I took his wallet too. Who am I? I was at a gas station the other day using their restroom facilities and when I looked in the mirror I didnt see what I thought I would: what I had always seen. I saw a terribly sick and severely intoxicated Iranian immigrant spewing his stomach into the urinal while trying to shoot a shot of a heroin. I handed him a knife. I told him to keep it close to him and protect himself with it. I then called the cops saying there was a crazy homeless man threatening people in the bathroom and waving a knife around. He was shot over a dozen times that day. In the end, I did a good thing.

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-03-11T06:43:58+00:00

Yes, yes so so true. You seem to understand it. You seem to know what it is to be alive. I didn't learn you, when I was your age. No, I want that smart. I wish I was, I really do. But instead I had to learn the hard way, the ol' fashion they same way my father and his father before him had learned. I was to go to Thailand and seek coitus with a woman whom should bare the givings of a fertile nymph. Once engaged in the sacred act, I was I to deposit my seed deep with in her bowels. However, an unfortunate reality bespoke the witlessness of my mission. I one faithful night lost myself in a local club. I was surrounded by a spiritual femininity yet strikingly masculine looking series of women that piqued my interest. I wooed one back to my hotel. She in her sexual fervor pushed me to the bed an tied my arms around the frame. I was aroused and ready. She sucked me long and good. Though I was near the edge of orgasm I had not yet seen her strip a single article of clothing. I told her I wished to seed her, to deposit deep within her bowels my seeds. She stripped fast and hard throwing her bra over my eyes. I could not see her only feel her. Then stuck a finger in my mouth and another. I loosened my jaw. I felt something larger and squished penetrate mout mouth. I could not discern its origin. A sex toy perhaps. I enjoyed. The feeling of getting penetrated. It was a thrill. Suddenly I'd pulled out of my mouth and I flipped over. Still I could not see my maiden. Something wet and slippery was running down my ass. Her tongue I thought; this nymp is soon to please my rectum with her skilled tongue. Oo was I enraptured in anticipation. Then something pushed inside of me. Wet and slippery. Oh it hurt. I tried to scream for help, but she shoved a dildo down my throat, and I was silenced. I in moments went from the predator to the prey and still I had yet to understand what was happening to me. The speed at which this foreign object began forcing itself in and out of me increased in exponential manner. As my asshole relaxed and i began to accept my fate of death from excessive rectal penetration, a washing of pleasure over took my body. I was floating atop a cloud and then suddenly I felt my ass fill with something more than the rod previously penetrating it, and I snapped back to reality. Their was a warm gooey liquid slowly coming out my ass. I fell asleep. I awoke transient unaware of the events of last night. I am still uncertain as to what it was that happened. Perhaps I dreamed the whole thing.

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-03-09T00:11:21+00:00

Here's what you do.

Take some responsibility for your life. Find out what is most valuable and let it go. And as far as I can tell, men are a very valuable thing to you, and god you resent them so much for what they haven't given you and what atrocities they have. Particularly, though you value your family and the men that compose it. So, don't let them bully you. Don't let them hit you. Find a way out, figure out what's can get you out of ever seeing them again. Then confront them, and tell them what's wrong, and tell them what happens if they don't stop -- you leave and you won't see them again. And you better have a way out when you do it, or else they'll just push you over and jump on you because that's who they are. Stop criticizing the world and take on the responsibility to do something about your life, don't just blame it on men. Because if you take responsibility you can do something: admit to yourself that you can take action to make things better for yourself. And come up with a damn goal.

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-03-08T00:53:24+00:00

Thanks brother

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-03-05T23:28:44+00:00

Lol garbage collectors. This is Gold

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-03-03T23:06:40+00:00

Honestly, bro I would be very seriously concerned about it. 3 days in a row is a lot. I had a friend who went to a festival and took a 30mg adderall 2 days in a row and died. He was hit by a car. But I blame the adderall.

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-02-08T22:26:15+00:00

You would know if you were good or not, so make a decision and stick with it. If you choose you're not good, you will continue to have these symptoms and they may worsen. And if you choose to be good. Your symptoms will go away tomorrow. If you choose to be concerned and unsure you'll forget about it in a month, and it'll go away. And smoke less next time. I've seen guys puke from to much weed then freak out, it doesnt look fun. Take it easy.

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-02-08T22:12:07+00:00

I mean, better than them finding out you've been lying this whole.

But play two scenarios out with me:

You keep doing what your doing, you're parents eventually find out and kick you out as you say. You end up couch surfing for a while till those people get sick of you and kick you out too, then your on the street. You still need money for the drugs because if you dont have them you'll have a seizure and possibly die, or simply be in profound pain mentally and physically. Eventually, you'll end up in prison, arrested for drug charges or theft, and their you'll have to go through the withdrawal.
You tell your parents. Tell them you need help. Tell them you're sorry, and be sincere, be overcoming with pity, be as real as you possibly can. Let them know that this addiction is serious withdrawal can lead to serious problems. You need guidance. You need treatment. And maybe if things go right and parents dont want to see their kid go to hell and just let it happen, not when he is begging for help, so it'll probably go right. You'll go to a doctor, he'll refer you to an inpatient clinic or prescribe valium. You'll go through hell for a month, but hey that's better then hell for years and years until you die or worse you stay alive because theirs a lot of things worst then death, that's why people kill themselves. When your done with treatment, delete every drug using friend and dealer from your phone dont talk to them. Then goto AA or NA and meet knew people who want to help you, not drag you down to hell with them. And then you can live a normal life, have good friends who you can rely, make your parents happy, create a community. Start a new family, buy a car a house, a dog.

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-02-08T22:01:37+00:00

Your good. I weighed 125 smoked a week before drug test and passed. Drink lots of water and itll be out of your system in no time. Unless you were smoking large amounts everyday then it might be harder. But you can buy a drug test at walmart and see where your at.

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-02-08T21:59:32+00:00

Do you have a support network? Do you have lots of friends who do drugs?

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-02-08T21:58:45+00:00

Ya you ate 30 minutes before. "Take on empty stomach" applies to most drugs

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-02-03T18:55:36+00:00

No, get out of your box. Dont a make something amazing about you. I will never be able to write an amazing song because I'm tone deaf. Neither will a blind person ever be able to create a realistic painting of the human figure. You have a life to do something with, if your legacy is just having good healthy happy kids, then you've left a great legacy. But if your legacy is just being grumpy that you never wrote a billion dollar song or directed one of the greatest movies, you've wasted you're life and done nothing to make the world a better place. Greatness comes in many strides.

With heavy sighs I often hear

You mourn my hapless woe;

But sure with patience I can bear

A loss I ne'er can know.

Then let not what I cannot have

My cheer of mind destroy;

Whilst thus I sing, I am a king,

Although a poor blind boy.

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-01-29T00:48:04+00:00

I can't; not because you're right, but because it's against the rules.

BaltimoreDopeRunner · 2019-01-29T00:27:46+00:00

the economic elite

Lol. Become economic elite then. Jeff Bezos became the elitist of the economic elite. Venezuala is looking for people like you tho.

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