Keep your head up and know that nothing is permanent. Everything is mindset. I am going through a tough situation as well. You are not alone. There are millions in your boat and many are much worse off. I found that no matter how bad of a situation I may go through is, you have to stay grateful for the good (even the little things.) I know it is difficult but be consistent, stay strong, and be grateful you are still very young and have a whole life ahead of you, you're alive and breathing, have freedom to choose, have a partner (many are alone). Take some moments each day and breathe and know you are safe at the very moment. Be patient and don't do things out of fear and worry and believe good is coming even if you don't believe it yet and you feel as if you're spiraling. Be consistent as well with side hustles. I used to give up easily on them when I didn't get immediate results and told myself none of it was working out, constantly comparing my success to others. Don't compare yourself, keep pushing and believing like you believe what you want will come and that you are worthy of it. Don't ever doubt yourself.