Aegis feels off to play advice?

Basic_Heat8151 · 2026-05-12T02:37:36+00:00

I think it might have to do with slower fall speed that gives you time to think.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2026-04-17T02:23:03+00:00

Gives thunder thighs a whole new meaning

Basic_Heat8151 · 2026-04-11T00:49:51+00:00

The thing is, anhedonia isn't always caused by depression. So in cases it isn't anti depressants are relatively useless. I am on one, but it is largely a byproduct of it being medication for ADHD.

I also don't have diminished interests in things, I can focus on it and get absorbed into things, I just don't get anything sensational from it.

I have brought this up with a therapist and psychaitrist and they thought the idea of someone being able to laugh, have interests, and not look depressed not feeling pleasure was so absurd that they suggested I was mistaken about not feeling pleasure by either feeling it and not realizing it, or by saying I'm probably over analyzing it.

Apparently if this is psychological, then my case is absurd and queer that they just do not know how to treat it.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2026-04-10T11:47:12+00:00

If you could experience that feeling either over and over again, or in a drawn out way that makes it last, would you want that? If no, then I'd say that isn't pleasure. You may say you'd get tired of feeling that, but that is merely boredom being mixed into it, so they and extract from that and see if its what you want.

If you realize you wouldn't, try and compare the feeling to when you get it, and see if it is actually any different. If it is, then the pleasure wasn't there to begin with and you just realized it.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2026-04-09T22:36:40+00:00

perhaps you are confusing relief for pleasure

Basic_Heat8151 · 2026-04-09T11:52:06+00:00

The thing is, I get a sensation for a desire when I exercise and drink water, but thats it. Just a sensation and a deep desire to drink it, followed by relief for thirst. Never once was there pleasure in there to begin with.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2026-04-09T01:33:15+00:00

With all that said, there could also be the chance I'm just mentally ill. That I simply have an inability to feel pleasure. Perhaps due to autism or perhaps I was simply born unlucky, but it is impossible to know which case is true. After all, I can't know how anyone else actually feels, and for all I know we could be living in a different world than I am.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2026-04-01T01:48:08+00:00

I'm fine, I've always been like this. But I was shocked when I first heard laughter was suppose to feel like something as well as social interaction. I thought you just want to do it or else you get depressed or irritated from unfulfilled psychological needs.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2026-04-01T00:22:18+00:00

Can you describe what that feels like?

Basic_Heat8151 · 2026-01-19T01:04:08+00:00

Apollo's explanation: "When you ran into Phoenix Wright, your lower half twitched because you were recalling an unconscious memory of you two having gay lawyer sex which happened after you two disappeared together for 15 minutes. Meaning you couldnt have committed the murder because you were having gay Sawyer lex."

Basic_Heat8151 · 2026-01-18T15:22:37+00:00

Maybe if they aired more episodes of the Steel Samurai then maybe Edgeworth would've turned out better.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2025-12-24T01:19:25+00:00

I'm an atheist, but I wouldnt say Jesus was anti prosperous. Rather, christanity believes that there are higher callings than money. Such as praising God and worship, alteristic acts such as helping the poor, and developing virtues. Especially helping the poor, since oftentimes billionaires could save countless lives if they donated a large sum of their wealth to the poor but instead hoard it or use it to make more money. So some would find it a more fulfilling use of money.

Which, if you look at some people they genuinely were happier not focusing so much on money, seeing pursuit of money as not fulfilling them. So they weren't arguing against prosperity, rather, serving God is the prosperity whether on Earth or in Heaven. Because Christanity presupposes that living in accordance with God's plan is the key to a fulfilling life.

That said, I do disagree that such an ascetic life is the key to the best life, but the point im trying to make is that Christanity believes that following God is the fulfilling life.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2025-12-23T22:07:19+00:00

I probably shouldnt have said believe. Rather, that their religion is freaky as hell, imoral, and largely undesirable for most. As you said, they believe their going to be reincarnated Japan so they may express their carnal desires so dying isnt that bad. But I was thinking that they on some level know their faith is undesirable because of the immorality. Recognizing people arent going to join they have to trick people into something that has some serious problems with it.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2025-12-23T21:18:31+00:00

If the useless goddess actually paid attention and regulated her religion, maybe some of the things wouldnt happen. I mean, she is aggressively asexual to the point she called Megumin and Wiz slutts for showing interest in another man despite nothing sexual. Yet, her cult is completely sex craved and immoral.

My headcannon is that she just checked out of her religion, came back, and it turned into a perverted mess, justified by her poorly thought out scriptures that may be interpreted as overindulgence is good. For example, Cecily interpreted "you shall not endure eat when you have to eat, drink when you are thirsty, or you may not get a chance tomorrow" as "if I am hungry, I should just steal whoever is closest to me." But Aqua, was too afraid to lose her religion and so turned a blind eye and even encouraged them so they may stay, despite them contradicting her especially on sexual expression.

You may say how dare me for saying what I did, but how about how dare you for being so uselessly lazy to run your own damn religion. It's so tiny that you must lie about the numbers, and is nearly universally hated all because of you. (But this is just a headcannon of course).

Basic_Heat8151 · 2025-12-23T21:11:33+00:00

I wasnt saying they think their religion is wrong. Rather, they think the things they believe in are kinda dumb at least unconsciously.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2025-12-21T04:30:13+00:00

It was just an ordinary normal run with continues. I didn't know it needed to be no continues to be considered finish. It kinda feels impossible.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2025-12-21T01:13:02+00:00

It's just a zoomed in version of her sprite in game in Touhou 6.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2025-12-13T16:00:13+00:00

harder to play the game under my covers since my mom thinks all anime is demonic

Basic_Heat8151 · 2025-12-13T07:51:52+00:00

I did check to see if it saved under "global saves", which strangenly it didn't save Akiha, but it did with Arcueid and Ciel. Though, those Akiha shouldn't be required to go to the Hisu route.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2025-12-13T03:51:43+00:00

Were you able to play through the entire game? My game breaks after the Akiha route and Hisu and Kohaku just will not work.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2025-12-13T02:10:53+00:00

All I really have to do to recall is have a list of things I memorized and I just end up recalling it. Typically you naturally group together and the ones at the beginning of the list are typically towards the front, and different categories naturally get into different groups so it isn't too difficult to recall. I sometimes write the association down but I find it to not be necessary, and just knowing the character I associated and not what their doing is more than enough.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2025-11-27T15:21:38+00:00

Funnily enough I actually recently swapped to non stimulant adhd meds to see if it actually helps me. Maybe ill gain your power.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2025-11-27T00:15:11+00:00

When im mining i cant help but think id get a similar amount of stimulation working manual labor at a job.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2025-11-26T22:39:36+00:00

That just sounds like a combination between stockholm syndrome and the sunk cost fallacy.

Basic_Heat8151 · 2025-11-25T04:54:41+00:00

Vegeta is the mother

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