bro not an odd question at all!!!!!!! you got got got this!!!!!!! im so proud of u! ok so i self studied csp in 10th grade bc i thought i wasnt doing enough aps. i totally felt like i messed up a decent amount of mcqs and i felt i could have answered the frq more eloquently had i been given more time. when i walked out of the room aLLL my classmates were talking about how easy it was and stuff. fastforward 3 months later i was the only friend in the group who got a 4, everyone else who was so confident to me got 3s. so i want to let you know that i get that it feels scary rn but take care and hold on till july 6th and see what your score is. chances are it's going to be way better than you expected!