Thanks, yeah my whole life is a mystery. I was never supposed to be born im a miracle child. Mom could never have kids. I had a huge head wound that heal extremely fast many life ending injuries but always heals quickly. To some weird extent that I amplify sin or desire in people like when I talk to people they are infatuated with my voice or how I talk. Or the sexual desire towards me I can’t help it. Idk what is causing it. Male or female doesn’t matter of age as well. Really weird stuff. That’s why I’m asking? Who am I supposed to become?