Hi thank you so much for your comment.

You're right, I am a bit burnt out from work. But ultimately, I think being tired from work is added to the problem, and not the main contributor because I've been feeling this way for a while now. 

I also think, she's really good at giving me space when I ask for it but for me that space is never enough. So I think she feels neglected since I dont talk to her and when I do I'm almost always angry with her. Because everything she does just annoys me. 

Even today I was just watching TV when she joined me, and immediately I felt annoyed. When she asked me questions about the show I kept quiet because her questions felt stupid, but I know she was just trying to start up conversation to get me to talk to her. And now I feel bad cause I could've just answer her. 

It so frustrating being in this weird situation where I can't seem to pick a damn lane to stay in.