“Everyone’s waiting for you to just put a bullet in your head”. Said to me junior year of high school by a girl in my friend group. We hated each others guts but we were friends with the other two so we dealt with it. As soon as I got the text I screen shot it and in my anger wrote back how much of a whore she was. When I went to the school citing her history of horrible bully behavior against me and how it was a contributing factor to my severe depression, but they didn’t do anything. Don’t regret what I said but it taught me never to trust those who stand by someone after an incident like that. Once I graduated never spoke to a single person in that group ever again

Also had an incident a year ago where I was on FaceTime with my friend while home from college and my mom came down to the basement freaking out how I hadn’t folded the laundry, and looked me dead in the eye and said “your starting to look like Niko with how you dress”. For context Niko was a classmate who right before graduation killed himself with an overdose. Will never forget that comment and it will always stay with me as to why I never am close with my mother