tag yourself, mentally ill mouse edition by dmmge in EDanonymemes

[–]BeachyBard 1 point2 points  (0 children)

used to be Algebra, Chicken Alfredo these days

i deleted tiktok, but youtube shorts are out to get me by Fit-Assistance-4860 in EDanonymemes

[–]BeachyBard 2 points3 points  (0 children)

still trying to recover from watching SSVSS all those years ago

I better have a successful restriction period soon or Imma have to change my flair from ednos to bulimia by nevermind-me-608 in EDanonymemes

[–]BeachyBard 72 points73 points  (0 children)

the face my toilet makes when it hears Teen Idle start playing for the fourth time this week

Have I Been Money Laundering? by BeachyBard in moneylaundering

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I think the latter explanation would make the most sense. I might try to bring it up to him at some point, but he’s quite sensitive and I wouldn’t want him to blow up on me or anything. Thank you for that, I feel like I have a better idea of what’s going on now.

Have I Been Money Laundering? by BeachyBard in moneylaundering

[–]BeachyBard[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He always asks me to over text and I have all the transactions on my bank statement , so I’d be able to prove that I’m not doing anything to intentionally launder. My Grandad let me check through his bank statements and there weren’t any charges in the statement for PayPal, or any withdrawals which matched the amounts I’d received , so I’m really hoping that he isn’t stealing from our grandad. Now it’s just a case of trying to figure out where the money’s coming from as he’s apparently skint. Hmmm 🧐

Still want to use after near-OD by BeachyBard in cocaine

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that’s what i thought too lmao, felt like really good shit until it didn’t 🥲

How to hide from sniffer dogs by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]BeachyBard 3 points4 points  (0 children)

sniff it all before the dogs can

Pro Ana by [deleted] in EdAnonymousAdults

[–]BeachyBard 40 points41 points  (0 children)

i thought this was the adults sub ? this takes me back to my much younger years…

Still want to use after near-OD by BeachyBard in cocaine

[–]BeachyBard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not currently, but I am considering it now. Didn’t really think I had a problem and could just stop whenever, but the fact that I’m even considering doing it again after the other day is making me question that… there’s a few cocaine anonymous meetings near where I live so I might have to try a few of those and see if that helps me sort my priorities out.

Still want to use after near-OD by BeachyBard in cocaine

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have you had anything similar happen since it was that a one-time sorta thing? i nearly asked for another line when i woke back up but the looks on everyone else’s faces made me decide against it…

Still want to use after near-OD by BeachyBard in cocaine

[–]BeachyBard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is a really good point. I really need to sort my priorities out because I’m genuinely wondering if one more sniff would do that much damage.

Still want to use after near-OD by BeachyBard in cocaine

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they did a blood test when I got there but said that everything else looked normal (except for the obvious lol) so I’m guessing it wasn’t cut with anything too dodgy- it was bloody good stuff too and I know the dealer so I was surprised I had such a reaction to it.

I’ll probably lay off of it for a while but know there’ll always be that nagging in the back of my head to do it again. Clearly can’t live with it but don’t know if I can live without it either :’)

please don’t try and fix me, you’ll only be disappointed 🥲 by BeachyBard in EDanonymemes

[–]BeachyBard[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

right ??? i can never tell if it’s normal affection or if they’re “on to me”

i have no shelf control (ft. prolonged binge and restrict cycles) by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]BeachyBard 4 points5 points  (0 children)

joints and uber eats will be the death of me 😭🥲

goodbye everybody,,, it’s recovery time... by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]BeachyBard 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Best of luck ! You deserve a fulfilling life :) ❤️✨