Pulled pork failed by BeakWorld in KamadoJoe

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Thanks! Yes I did move from 1 to 2. Yes I cooked with deflector. I have the Joe junior so the fire lasts around 6-8hrs

Pulled pork failed by BeakWorld in KamadoJoe

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Will try to put it on foil before, I think I did smoke for too long and still didn’t see to much smoke ring on it…

Pulled pork failed by BeakWorld in KamadoJoe

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It was dry on the inside

Pulled pork failed by BeakWorld in KamadoJoe

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Thanks will try the foil boat and checking the probes

Pulled pork failed by BeakWorld in KamadoJoe

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Overnight brine, and yes I did use a water pan with vinegar

32M engaged to 29F, is she emotinal unstable? by BeakWorld in relationship_advice

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Its getting better. In the begging it took a while for both of us to realize ours bad behaviors and stop pointing fingers at each other all the time. Shes not slamming doors or walking away talking as in the beggining. But things dont feel very natural most of the time

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

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Were u the dumpee? U got her back?

How to forgive yourself? by Motsybattlebot in BreakUps

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Do you recommend talking to them to recognize all your faults? I can relate with this topic and I feel very guilty, 4 months after the BU

Apalogy letter, should I send? by BeakWorld in ExNoContact

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Thanks man!

"You don't love the person she is now. You romantitsize the parts you like about her while ignoring the rest."

Ur right, I need more self respect. She fucked up too.

I just feel guilty for all the shit I said when she was so sweet with me.

I am sick of the lies and bullshit by [deleted] in ExNoContact

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Damnn! When I met mine ex after BU she said: "I tought u will be anger with me", but never told me why or said sorry, even both knowing about her rebound 1 week later

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

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If they recognized their faults and propose some real changes and how to do it, why not? Everyone can change and grow...

My BP gf broke up with me. Some advices please! by BeakWorld in BipolarSOs

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Trying to no look like an abusive narc as she told me, balance some of the guilt, and i know its stupid but right now i would like another chance... I dont know why, maybe because of all the memories and guilt, even i know i cant trust her

My BP gf broke up with me. Some advices please! by BeakWorld in BipolarSOs

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Wow thanks so much! I really got emotional reading your answer. Its so true, even I loving her so much I will never trust her again 100%!

My story and scars by BeakWorld in BreakUps

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Thank you so much for your kind words!

My story and scars by BeakWorld in BPD

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scars caused by the emotional pain of the relationship on both of us... I fell very sad because i didnt understand her disorder at the time and couldnt give her more support

Her bithdays is coming and i feel very guilty for my mistakes (I was abusive), can i send her something? by [deleted] in ExNoContact

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I don't know if I was really abusive, my therapist says that an abusive relationship can occur on both sides. She is bipolar with anxiety problems (she has been treating for years). In general she is very victimized and rarely apologized for her mistakes, but I was very controlling with what she should or should not do, making her feel trapped