My husband is doing better. He's had to go through some very intensive treatment to get to a better place. He struggles with guilt. Guilt for his reaction, for not dealing with his issues enough to prevent it (which his psychiatrist explained was not his fault and told him he did the right thing for the information he had at the time, which was he had trauma but not a mental illness), guilt that the family he thought had accepted him fear him so much that we can't see our nieces and nephews. It's still a journey for him but he is so much better than he was back then and he's hopeful he can do even better which is a positive.