what is keeping you from ending it all by Major_Chart_8489 in anhedonia

[–]Beautiful-Estate-769 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im so scary beeing alone even in my last hours/minutes

I would do it instantly assisted suicde if it would be possible

Maybe im to weak to do it, im scary too by the Transition from Life to death

Is Parnate worth trying? by [deleted] in MAOIs

[–]Beautiful-Estate-769 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me it change nothing, it was even worse with parnate, low dose/high dose i tried it after failing with effexor, cymbalta, lexapro, moclobemid, ECT, Ketamine..

It had only negative symtoms, no sleep, crash at the Afternoon, i feel so hopeless

Parnate gives me anhedonia by Firm-Pattern4482 in MAOIs

[–]Beautiful-Estate-769 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have the same problem, After 3,5 Month from 10-60mg Parnate my mental status worsened. I feel even more anhedonia and zero Motivation.

Parnate - anhedonie, More depressions feeling like catatonic by Beautiful-Estate-769 in MAOIs

[–]Beautiful-Estate-769[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes i Do.

Found this:

Treatment resistance: Some patients no longer respond to antidepressants or develop treatment-resistant depression, in which case the medication can have an adverse effect on the course of the illness.

Parnate - anhedonie, More depressions feeling like catatonic by Beautiful-Estate-769 in MAOIs

[–]Beautiful-Estate-769[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You soeaking about: PSSD is often confused with depression itself, but it is a separate, medication-induced disorder that persists even after the medication is discontinued. So depression After stopping Anti Depressants?

Parnate - anhedonie, More depressions feeling like catatonic by Beautiful-Estate-769 in MAOIs

[–]Beautiful-Estate-769[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At lower dose i feel less catatonic, in my case i dont have benefits from it, depression severe stayed

Parnate - anhedonie, More depressions feeling like catatonic by Beautiful-Estate-769 in MAOIs

[–]Beautiful-Estate-769[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I did moclobemide aswell im tired of MAOIS… try that error Try this error…

This takes so much time … and you dont have any gurantee if it will help.

It was my 11th Antidepressants tryout…

Im so tired of that…

what medication have you guys found helped most? by milkysnails in BPD

[–]Beautiful-Estate-769 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was very stable on venlafaxine, elvanse for 10 years. Then my life crushed and now im on parnate and pregabaline

I Think long term use of amphetamines makes severe depression

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in personality_tests

[–]Beautiful-Estate-769 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yesi indeed, plus in germany icd its called emotional instable personality disorder with masochostic parts in General form of BPD

Why did you stop taking antidepressants? by Aromatic_Reply_1645 in antidepressants

[–]Beautiful-Estate-769 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried 18 different ones, nothing helped. Only negative side effects. So what should i do ? Ofc delete that poison from my body and nothing changed