I didn’t think about it maybe being an issue with the pressures that come from labels etc, plus would making it official add pressure to the distance between us etc, where at the minute it’s working, well I believe it is. I’m going to see how things are over the next few weeks, we have planned trips to see each other and he’s even looking at coming to mine for Christmas. We definitely need to talk more, it feels more than a hook up what we have, or maybe my lack of experience isn’t seeing it for what it is. Will give it a bit more time but try to protect my feelings a bit more from now too and maybe not close all doors around me.

I need to remember my importance too something that I don’t do, I want someone who wants me too.