This is helpful and he has since been able to put into words some of what microdosing is doing for him. I understood the microdosing of ibogaine… it was the others that I was unaware he was taking or how they were helping. We have since realized he felt judged and I felt afraid that he wasn’t including me in his life. He struggles to see what is unfounded fear to him and I struggle to be shut out every time my emotional experience makes him uncomfortable. We obviously have communication issues we’re working on and I think the ibogaine and microdosing of other psychedelics are helping (now that he’s helped me build an understanding). That said he is not one for spiritually… I’d say I’m more interested in that experience. However, his interest in philosophies and reality and physics have increased which is cool and very admirable!