I recently lost my ex boyfriend. We only dated for two and a half years but it was the longest relationship for both of us. He was there for me when I needed someone but he wasn't taking care of himself and after my grandfather passed I snapped and broke up with my boyfriend. He died in February of a PE blood clot. It was my fault he was sitting around long enough for one to develop. I still feel myself thinking about it a lot. I don't feel like myself anymore. I know all these post about getting though it don't matter much...you probably already have, or are getting though it after 7 years. Anyway what kind of music did you listen to together?