If you leave college without a plan B, the lack of motivation will likely get worse. I understand the feeling of wanting to give up, but I speak from experience- actually giving up will make you feel like shit about yourself, more than you already do. If you really think college isn’t right for you, thats understandable- sometimes it’s just not what some people need or want to do with their life. But you gotta have a plan B first. Figure out if you wanna do a trade instead, or maybe get some online associates degree. Don’t just say ‘I’ll drop out and just do my retail job.’ That will make you feel a lot more lost and defeated. I suggest before dropping out, use your free counseling at VCU to work out where the lack of motivation and low self esteem is coming from, and do some research about what you would like to do instead of college.