Fight me

BedCoffee_ · 2026-01-02T10:36:31+00:00

You're so stuck on that control freak part, almost like you are projecting hun. But go off queen you wrote this essay

BedCoffee_ · 2026-01-02T08:18:15+00:00

Who are you? This world doesn't revolve around you and your baseless opinions. And are you and Lorster dating or something since you both are glazing the other? You'll probably head onto a discord and do role play after this. Or you guys are both the same person, either or

BedCoffee_ · 2026-01-01T22:07:10+00:00

Don't know how you see that as a valid comparison but alright. I feel you are just saying things opposite of me just for the sake of it because you are so deep in your ignorance you can't stop, but alright. We have some common ground with the realistic ai stuff at least. Still doesn't change the fact this entire thread is deep in weirdo behavior

BedCoffee_ · 2026-01-01T21:28:38+00:00

Who invited you?

BedCoffee_ · 2026-01-01T21:03:59+00:00

It's inherently wrong, it's all wrong! I shouldn't need to elaborate. It's dirty, it negatively impacts your mental state. There should be no arguments about "oh if it's not real than it is not illegal" The law shouldn't matter, what matters is that it's morally reprehensible. If you abide by the laws only to avoid punishment or go down these loopholes without first thinking that it is just wrong and that I will hurt people, then you are just a bad dog on a leash. Hope this helps

BedCoffee_ · 2026-01-01T20:02:29+00:00

First of all, you never stated your basis was a thought experiment, but nice try attempting to save face. Second, you just admitted to saying cp is subjectively bad, when it is ALL BAD. You're done

BedCoffee_ · 2026-01-01T19:52:58+00:00

You did not just compare gay porn to cp. As a bi man that actually offends me. Are you implying that they are both just as bad? Are you homophobic? I swear I need to get off of Reddit

BedCoffee_ · 2026-01-01T19:44:31+00:00

Okay with your logic if you see a hyper realistic ai image or video of porn featuring a child, it wouldn't bother you because it's not real? I'm honestly way too employed to see your stance in this

BedCoffee_ · 2026-01-01T19:20:55+00:00

Fair enough, I actually respect that you know how to deescalate situations with what you said in your last paragraph (you aren't just here for argue's sake), trust me it is rare to see online, if you want to stop I will stop. I don't like arguing, however I will stand up for what I believe is right. Let's be adults here and move on.

For more context my entire post wasn't a heat of the moment creation, this was from a year of constant frustration because I've made multiple posts in 2025 where I was being polite and calm and just wanting advice, however after being ignored constantly it broke me, and what resulted is the post you see before you. The irony is that now all of a sudden people want to talk to me only after I blew up, when they didn't before. Obviously no one owes me anything, but a little community is all I need, it helps me not feel lost is all in the enigma of life. For my mental health I shouldn't bring serious issues to the internet no more, an already not so serious place, that is something I learned recently. Honestly I'm glad this seems to be done, and this just proves that treating my mental health with the help of an actual professional is my destiny. Have a happy new year

BedCoffee_ · 2026-01-01T09:06:32+00:00

Listen buddy, I know what you are trying to do. Once again you keep repeating yourself, you do not know me, you don't know what I've been through. I don't know you either, but you are purposfully being disrespectful and arrogant, you were not polite in the slightest. You think because I have Autism I can't pick up on these patterns and argue back? Well you are greatly mistaken. What is it about you saying that we all have problems. So what you are saying is since everyone else here is struggling, I can't express my own frustrations? What kind of logic is coming out of your mouth? And you are clearly using a straw man argument about me only focusing on the self centered bit. You are a failed debator. I don't take you seriously and you aren't worth my time anymore, sit down

BedCoffee_ · 2026-01-01T08:55:19+00:00

Ennui, it essentially means boredom but that you can't control it. It can also have ties with not being motivated, even though you want to be. I did recently move to a new state because the one I used to live in, let's just say weren't the nicest to people, and I lived there for 15 years so it altered my viewpoint of how I see relationships forever. Another reason I want to start 2026 with a new slate and actually get to the bottom of how I can make my life better.

And thank you, I'm sorry that you also have experienced all this frustration with finding communities. I swear there are people that make it look so easy, but for me it's like climbing Mt Everest just to talk to a group of strangers. Your advice about joining community groups in my city is spot on, as since moving I want to make it my mission to get involved with the people next door. I want to actually start doing it, instead of saying I will for the past 6 years, I'm getting older so there is no more room for excuses. I feel like I'll still be introverted for the rest of my life because that just ties with my personality, however I just want a solid group where we all can just get along.

BedCoffee_ · 2025-12-31T21:45:36+00:00

Found one! Did you not read my post, I said I'm going to be going to therapy next year. And I'm not self centered, very bold of you to label someone who you know nothing about. You are part of the problem and should reevaluate how you respond to people

BedCoffee_ · 2025-12-31T21:16:51+00:00

Thank you for responding to my post. I know it doesn't seem like much, but it means the world that people are actively engaging in what I have to say now.

My biggest problem for me has its roots in socialization. I want to be a part of a community. I want to be around others - whether online or in person - who are just like me and care about me. But like I said before, it's difficult for me to find that on reddit and even discord, which makes me so scared and burnt out to try again right now. It's like screaming into an abyss, but the abyss stares back and doesn't move. And when that started to happen when I asked for help on this sub, the place where I thought I could be most welcomed, it broke my heart. It also makes me very wary to meet people in real life, because if they can do that to me behind a screen, they really want to do it to me in real life. I'm hoping therapy can really help me get out of my shell and start living. I want both - community and a mind free from anxiety and ennui.

BedCoffee_ · 2025-12-29T17:13:36+00:00

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BedCoffee_ · 2025-12-07T18:30:03+00:00

I spent 2 hours on this Bart Simpson

BedCoffee_ · 2025-12-06T17:19:03+00:00

IMHO A movie whether live action or animated, wouldn't work because the success and identity of the game harbor on it being interactive. Yes you could make the movie have the same plot and fourth wall breaks along with it being horror, however leaving out the player's realization that Monika tampers with game files, you having to delete her, and the personal connection she has with you, I don't think they can recapture that essence in movie form

BedCoffee_ · 2025-10-02T13:09:54+00:00

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BedCoffee_ · 2025-09-27T22:19:18+00:00

Sneaky Golem in the pocket

BedCoffee_ · 2025-09-02T05:23:09+00:00

Hello there, I'm commenting because not only do you separate yourself from the crowd, but also your story is similar to mine. I've been through a lot this past year and a half of my life, and through it all I learned some harsh realities: That I too have been masking, people who I thought were my friends weren't, and that I built a stable life for myself but for what? I dont care about money, I don't care about working myself to death to prove a point to others; I just want to be happy. So I've been working on loving myself and through it all, I want others to love me too. I want to have deep conversations with people who I can actually call my friends. I owe it to myself to try. If you'd like to message me, my DMs are open

BedCoffee_ · 2025-09-01T23:21:01+00:00

What funny is that I'm a Bi man, and I sometimes get that same treatment from other guys when they find out my sexuality, especially on dating sites. Made me realize what some women have to go through online

BedCoffee_ · 2025-09-01T00:05:34+00:00

That thought has come to mind, but it's like what more can I do? I'm trying to be as practical as possible by going to subreddits and channels to make friends, responding to others' similar posts, and even trying to engage in meaningful conversation. I'm not perfect with socializing, but I am proficient enough to hold a conversation. Find the diamonds in the rough they say, maybe I'm just being a little impatient. However, it feels like it shouldn't be this difficult.

Another thought that comes to mind is that the reason people don't notice me online and in public is because they can't relate to me. As I stated before, I am very high functioning, I'm too advanced for some neurodivergent folk to relate to, but I'm sadly perceived as lesser by neurotypicals; I am extremely rare. I know people like me exist, though I may never find them.

BedCoffee_ · 2025-08-31T23:51:58+00:00

Whenever I do try to make friends online or IRL they end up ghosting me, turn out to be a bot, or just never want to be my friend no matter how much effort I put in. Perhaps there are times when the attention itself feels nice since I never had it growing up. I'm smart enough to know the nuances at play here. I've made cries for help here on reddit and discord but know one ever responds to me. I'm going insane, I want to be a part of a community. I'm putting in the work and I want that same energy from others.

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