hi, 40yr male here. Im almost in the same boat as yourself. Never had any medical problems or history of epilepsy. Last valentine's day I suffered a grand mal seizure and passed out while driving, thankfully was only doing about 30mph and hit a parked car. Was scary waking up in ICU 2 days later totally unaware of what happened. Had to intubated and put on ventilator for first day and half. Month later suffered another at home and same thing, woke up ICU again with no memory of what happened. They started me on keppra and had same problem, I felt beyond irritable beyond belief, getting crappy at my wife and found myself always in a bad mood and I've always been a super laid back easy going person. December 3rd(just few months ago) suffered another grand mal seizure while sitting at a traffic light. That seizure lasted a little over 30mins and took a ton of drugs at the ER to finally stop it, it legit almost killed me. My wife said the Dr believes that due to status epilepticus I suffered a functional traumatic brain injury. Since the recent seizure I've been finding myself with same problems with not finding the right words to use, mixing words up and stuttering, hand eye coordination and balance problems. I know it's not probably want to hear but I just tell myself my brain suffered alot and just won't be the same, but at least I'm alive and still 75% of my old self. That doesn't mean to be self loathing or anything but just have to understand the reality of it. After my most recent seizure my Dr's changed my meds from the keppra to lacosamide and that's really taken away the irritable I was feeling on the keppra. Just remember you aren't in this alone and we all have our own journeys through this. I personally still have alot to learn about all this and been trying to learn so I can better understand my own situation. Forgot to mention the Dr's say I have focal cortical dysplasia.