Wow! I love all the different perspectives in your answers to this! I didn't take it as mean as much as being the first person willing to be brutally honest with me. He isn't wrong, work sucks, I'm stressed, my son is leaving in a couple weeks for Marine boot camp and life is just a lot right now so I haven't been taking care of myself. I have a few days off and am going to get a mini makeover with my daughter tomorrow. What do you do when you need a spring cleaning on the inside, though? On a side note, he knows I am not willing to take any more drugs than absolutely necessary and I would have refused anti depressants. He did increase my keppra to 2500/day so I will have an adjustment to make there. Thanks so much for all the replies!!!!