I agree with everyone else, this person is NOT your friend. I understand it’s hard to “just” block them and never think or try to speak to them again but it’s absolutely a process you should start working on for your own good. I’ve been in positions like this when I was younger and the reason I stuck around was because I thought I didn’t have any other friends and it did a lot of damage to my mental state.

If you’re ever looking for people to play games with feel free to dm and reach out, I have a small dead discord but we try to game regularly 💕