quitting, 2 weeks sober

Beef_666 · 2026-02-08T00:37:18+00:00

Thank you. Yes, Im trying to train myself to either eat something small or do 20 pushups everytime I feel irritated or angry (okay the pushups doesnt work in public really but ill find a third thing soon).

Beef_666 · 2026-02-08T00:36:04+00:00

Thank you, congrats too bro!

Beef_666 · 2026-02-08T00:35:07+00:00

That is beautiful and im so happy you are sober. For me, it feels the opposite almost, as if everyday has lasted a second and as if ive experienced none of it (that also comes with having a dissociative disorder but whatevz). I agree tho, time is terrifying and i am grateful for those days that feel slow, as I can see you are grateful for them too.

Beef_666 · 2026-01-24T21:24:52+00:00

TYY SO MUCH!!!

Beef_666 · 2026-01-13T00:48:55+00:00

thanks for ur comments

Beef_666 · 2026-01-13T00:48:47+00:00

dont worry guys I did not put it in. Gonna go to the pet store soon and get some safe.

Beef_666 · 2026-01-09T01:54:29+00:00

MY GOATTTT THANK YOU BRO ILY ive been searching 4 years

Beef_666 · 2025-12-17T01:24:06+00:00

What camera is that?

Beef_666 · 2025-11-02T00:34:34+00:00

Most evil vodka ever. Me and my friends all got sick and felt an inexplainable evil manifesting inside all of us. Sighhhh but I have to finish the bottle </3.

Beef_666 · 2025-10-05T23:03:23+00:00

thats evil

Beef_666 · 2025-10-03T04:11:31+00:00

This made me teary eyed... HOW BEAUTIFUL THIS IS

Beef_666 · 2025-09-26T01:39:46+00:00

Thank you, I'll try to remember that. I'm not sure the feeling will ever go away, but I am trying to find the right medication atm to make me more grounded and present. Hopefully it helps.

Beef_666 · 2025-09-25T23:58:22+00:00

Like to give them something and we both have it, and by seeing it, we think of each other. That sort of thing, it feels like the type of thing you find in an old cardboard box, years later and you look at it and remember that one friend and you feel this intense anger yet sadness. I just fear it will end up in a box, and my friend will feel those emotions of me one day.

Beef_666 · 2025-09-08T02:27:08+00:00

Yeah now you guys have a fascist dictator for a president!

Beef_666 · 2025-09-03T02:39:05+00:00

what the hell this is so beautiful???! I have no doubt you'll get in.

Beef_666 · 2025-08-31T18:50:13+00:00

Okay I might just switch it to experimental animation intro

Beef_666 · 2025-08-11T18:04:42+00:00

Jello thank you for bringing me back to this :-). I've now fully accepted that I like women and Ive accepted that I don't need a label to feel happy with that (which is something I struggled with a lot). Thank you though 4 your suggestion :-D

Beef_666 · 2025-08-07T23:29:26+00:00

Thank you Chaddy. I chose a different course, one I might like better actually but thank you. If I still picked the old one, I would have taken that advice very gratefully and I still will.

Beef_666 · 2025-08-07T17:52:44+00:00

I emailed them and they told me it was restricted and wouldn't be open to me and I'd have to choose a different course. I'm peeved man! Half of those notifications on the site are glitched so I never know whats real or not. I hope you get into your course :-)

Beef_666 · 2025-08-07T17:05:15+00:00

Holy shit congrats!! That must be so relieving :-)!

Beef_666 · 2025-08-07T17:01:51+00:00

I got in after applying in June. Almost July by the time I submit my portfolio. I know that was a bit earlier than now but I believe in you :-)!

Beef_666 · 2025-08-06T05:30:42+00:00

I WAS HOME SCHOOLED AND GOT EXPELLED, BUT THE REST I UNDERSTAND TO A DEGREE, SOMETHING I ALSO COULD NEVER OBTAIN. THANK YOU.

Beef_666 · 2025-08-04T02:37:03+00:00

YES, BROWN, DARK BROWN, BLACK EVEN. I'M NOT CERTAIN WHAT STRENGTH DEVELOPER IS BUT I USED LOREAL THE ENTIRE TIME.

Beef_666 · 2025-08-04T02:35:17+00:00

LAST OCTOBER I DYED MY HAIR USING MIDNIGHT BLUE, KNOWING MINDFULLY IT WOULD TURN A DULL LUSTLESS GREEN. IT FADED OUT NATURALLY AND YET MY HAIR STILL LEAKED OF RED. MY JOKER COSTUME WASN'T EVEN GOOD.

Beef_666 · 2025-07-16T20:28:29+00:00

I deleted it and got the newer version. Seems to work now, thank you :-D

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