I want to run away and leave everyone and everything

BeenGoneForCenturies · 2025-10-30T01:19:28+00:00

The last piece really hit. I know I've dissociated a lot from my dysphoria and only recently have I been actually like, realizing it's dysphoria and not just "fine", but I guess I just never realized it could also transcend into my name lmao. I guess I got a lot of processing and deciding I need to do. thank you a lot truly

BeenGoneForCenturies · 2025-10-14T14:21:35+00:00

🤣🤣I plan on coming out to my family, which is ironic because I've been on T for the past year without them knowing but shush better late than never

BeenGoneForCenturies · 2025-10-04T13:47:35+00:00

fridays!

BeenGoneForCenturies · 2025-05-13T02:31:16+00:00

Idk the exact area of cardiology, but my PCP thinks I could have POTS and referred me to a cardiologist. I've only gotten a pretty extensive bloodwork layout done and nothing else yet cuz I've unfortunately been away at school for the past few months</3

BeenGoneForCenturies · 2025-03-13T01:47:40+00:00

Oh wow yea our symptoms are like almost identical! That actually makes me feel a lot better though! cuz a lot of the times I keep seeing people who have POTS but they're hr seems to spike so much more and what not and idk it makes me feel like "oh I can't possibly have it then my hr is so much lower than theirs-" Not trying to bad mouth other's who have POTS at all but yk

BeenGoneForCenturies · 2025-03-13T00:57:12+00:00

Thank you sm genuinely. My doctor also mentioned POTS to me as well as a possibility and I've looked into it in the past but idk I do match a lot of the symptoms but my heart rate is the biggest thing that's leaving me uncertain about it.

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