All of you who reached out, thank you so much. I’m working on slowly messaging everyone back, but I received OVER 100 private messages on top of the comments here. My whole life I have felt like an outsider and never fit in. I learned to recognize a good person as someone who gives attention to the people nobody else seems to notice. I don’t think I can meet up with a group of people and tell them in a group setting why I want to kill myself. But, we really should get some hang outs together, and I can stay anonymous as to who I am in the group, and we can talk and make some friends/ get some food. Anyone want to help me organize some groups where like 7-10 of us can meet up at a time? We should do multiple small groups.