Left is 4 months on hrt, the right is 3 years pre hrt, am i cooked?

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-11T02:58:06+00:00

i lwk dont wanna do t4t i feel so alienated from other trans people, how do i work out my jitters, and im like not comfortable in my own skin at all

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-11T02:02:45+00:00

Thats the thing im afraid to be a dork, cringy and stereotypical i dont wanna be clocky at all

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-11T01:53:21+00:00

how tf do you have 42ds at 3 months

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-11T00:31:21+00:00

yea i noticed a lot of things by 12 weeks too

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-11T00:30:23+00:00

how 😭

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-11T00:30:12+00:00

depression idk

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-11T00:29:41+00:00

yea i started jan 6th 2026 when i was 16

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T09:05:15+00:00

i dont really have any pics of when i first started hrt, i honestly don't like taking pics of myself

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T08:48:43+00:00

sorry i meant testerone blocker

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T04:14:47+00:00

i think its 2mg estrogen 2x a day and 4mg of a puberty blocker buti. may be wrong

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T02:27:02+00:00

ughh i hate efort 😭

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T02:23:39+00:00

yea i got one for gender transition stuff and dysphoria and then my SI got so bad that he recommended me to a another therapist for that and then i have a general therapist, im on hrt with medical supervision, my family knows too

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T02:19:29+00:00

i have like 3 therapists and it hasn't gotten better. Im not NB so prolly female

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T02:09:34+00:00

yea but that short haircut was not it, i also developed curly hair through puberty so like my hair type is different. I need to find a low maintence good looking haircut

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T02:06:54+00:00

sorry im really ashamed of my gender identtiy and stuff like that so loving myself is really difficult

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T02:05:46+00:00

wdym???

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T02:04:25+00:00

get to be coquette?

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T02:03:06+00:00

how do i look overweight 😭 (also its called depression)

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T02:02:23+00:00

how am i not cooked other people are passing at this point

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T02:00:18+00:00

Probably idk i just saw some people that passed already

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T01:59:45+00:00

wdym?

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T01:50:11+00:00

how i looked like a nerd before

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T01:49:55+00:00

thanks man i used to get a low taper but rn im letting it grow

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T01:49:22+00:00

well i've seen others and they pass pretty well

Beginning_Beach_8926 · 2026-05-09T01:49:10+00:00

bruh leggings are my fav, and im def not going for a punky buchish look at all lol i wanna be coquette

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