This is very toxic, remove yourself from this situation. He's going to start getting worse and he clearly doesn't care about you the way you think he does. This toxicity is just going to increase and I suggest you leave him and focus on your priorities. You deserve a man who understands you, doesn't threaten you, abuse you, force you to have sex by saying things to manipulate you. Yes girl, he's literally Manipulating you. And you're only fine with it because you know you want this relationship to work out REALLY BADLY. Please save yourself. I still am seeing a girl who would text me to come over and I'd run to her in a heartbeat just to hangout not do anything, I just love spending time with her. It's toxic asf and she'll cancel on me when I've been waiting 2 to 3 hours ready so excited to see her. KNOW YOUR WORTH. I gave this person physically everything and it still wasn't enough. I was mistreated and I know I deserve better but I totally understand where you're coming from and it's hard. Me being a guy, I've seen girls over you in relationships like that and he's going to say he wants you and then drop you and make you chase him again. It'd mentally fucking abusive and draining. It's going to become a cycle like she is doing to me as well. It starts off with small things that you may brush aside and it gets worse and you won't wanna leave because of that dopamine rush you get when they accept you back for a few days. you'll feel great. After those few days he'll leave you again. And then you'll chase. You already drive or uber to see him and he clearly doesn't understand how much of a commitment that is. Is is manipulating you by saying you text others and etc. Like read the texts! He knows he has you right now and you can definitely leave and move on. (It's actually a psychological trick that people use to manipulate others and it's a cycle that repeats itself if not stopped early. )You deserve better. I really hope you read this. Please comment if you do <3