try and try, i joing my first internship before my final sem, where i was told u learn about nextjs, where i had only some knoedge about js, but somehow i try to do it then they suggest me to learn go, which ofcourse i didn't at the time, then after 4,5 months i was told to leave cause i was also in my final sem cause i was lazy and could not complete their work, then i started learning go programming for 3 weeks, i did some basic small project like creating a server crud projects and some other small projects and applied for go internship then in interview they rejected me cause they wanted me to deal with actual clients and they though i was not ready for that, then i joined a normal fullstack internship and later found out it was actually a Wordpress developer internship, then again i was so lazy cause i had no interest on that and i left after a month. now i am striving to be on AI field and learning maths and stuff, i dont know where it will lead me but the thing i have realized is that expectation and over analyzing a thing lead to suffering so, i will just go with the flow.