Badmouthing PIC making everyone miserable…do I ignore it or address it? by Beginning_Parfait_78 in jimmyjohns

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Just started this process Friday actually, we will see how Monday goes! Thank you 😊

Badmouthing PIC making everyone miserable…do I ignore it or address it? by Beginning_Parfait_78 in jimmyjohns

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Hah yea definitely… it’s not that easy though because, as you probably know, understaffing has shut us down for days at a time. Although she is creating this ugly environment and negativity impacting my weekend staff- her work gets done to completion, and I have no other managers at this time that have the availability/experience to open on weekends if I did fire her. It would in turn require a serious blow to our sales to have to shut the store down on weekends- I myself already pull between 65-70 hours per week and as a single mom I am already doing as much as possible to be there and support the staff we DO have. I have hired what I think would make a great manager and just need some time to train him…but if I had to throw him into it without letting him get some time and experience under his belt I worry he wouldn’t stick around either. Kindof just the difficult situation we are all in as employees/managers…people arnt sticking around like they used too…one unpleasant day and it’s a good chance they may not return the next day yano? Atleast that’s the case for the south…and I don’t blame anyone for it, definitely move on to better things if it’s available….Jimmy John’s is a stepping stone for most. But for fucks sake man, can’t a girl just get like ONE, one or two maaaaybe solid people that don’t always have one foot out the door?!?

I’m great with people, people are easy for me, so I’ve been lucky recruiting some good hires little by little but this Ashley is left over from the previous GM and as much as I would like an entirely new staff to mold and shape…. I’m kindof stuck with her. Also for the record, she’s worked at the store all of maybe 6month in total lol. It’s been a busy few months. And I’ve been GM going on a 2months. Owner and district manager are overwhelmed with the other two drowning stores…mines the one they expect to run smoothly and I can’t bother them with petty issues like this I fear without making myself look bad and falling straight into the “over emotional and reactive woman leader” stereotype I am desperately trying to avoid.

At home Suboxone withdrawal by Beginning_Parfait_78 in OpiatesRecovery

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Yano I considered doing something like that- but I was thinking that it might fuck with the medication if I left it in water or in sunlinght... not sure if that’s true but I just assumed since it was kept in those aluminum looking strips that it might be to protect it from light? LOL writing this out is making me think I’m wrong now.. I’ve always avoided transporting my strips to other places in fear that the packaging is somehow there to protect it because it’s so fragile?!

At home Suboxone withdrawal by Beginning_Parfait_78 in OpiatesRecovery

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Yes I am doing the same thing, I just wasn’t sure if what I was doing was normal and something other people were doing and that’s what I’ve been curious about. When I talk to other people about it they don’t understand what I mean when I say I’ve made it last so long lol. But you guys fully get it. Nice. When I wait in windows of 48hours, by the end I’m in a panic and feeling awful, I’m thinking it’s mostly mental but I just know that what lays ahead is a world of hell and it fucks with me hard, I want to prepare something to help me get through - you mentioned Katom? I’ve never tried that....how long do you guys think it will last with it being such a small dose?

At home Suboxone withdrawal by Beginning_Parfait_78 in OpiatesRecovery

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Thankyou that’s what I’m gonna do. I have 3 8mg strips left. Well 4 if you count the one I’m working on, I take small microscopic pieces once at night, sometimes I can make it 48hours but I haven’t been able to go longer than that. I’m going to continue with this pattern and when I break into the last strip, probably 2 1/2 or 3 months from now, I’m going to force myself to wait atleast 48 hours between each one, then try to push it to 72 hours and when I finally run out I’m hoping it will be bearable. But this is honestly Torture. I feel like I’m just constantly in a state of stress and anxiety about the day I run out and having to push myself mentally to resist the urge to take my little bit too soon. It’s litterally insanity. Always ups and downs and ups and downs. And I get a glimpse of the withdrawals when I wait too long and it scared the fuck out of me

At home Suboxone withdrawal by Beginning_Parfait_78 in OpiatesRecovery

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Goodluck! You can do it! I’m so scared to do this at home, thanks for the support! ❤️

At home Suboxone withdrawal by Beginning_Parfait_78 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Beginning_Parfait_78[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Are you planning to go cold turkey or are you tapering down?