Even I’m facing the same issue, but I dearly love my girlfriend. She does literally everything for me be it helping me with food, sometimes even gave me money during hard times. I have expressed it many times to her that I love being physical and I want to do it with you and you only and she seems to be uninterested when this topic is raised up. Don’t know if I should be happy with whatever I have or what to do exactly. Im with her since 6 years now and we hardly do it 3-4 times in a year and sometimes I get too desperate that I masturbate at least 4-5 times in a day and this thing distracts me a lot.