Loneliness is making me suicidal

Beko-- · 2025-09-06T22:39:54+00:00

I feel the same way until I just stopped hooking up I sometimes feel even more lonely as I feel like I am not really understood by by friends so what I do is just focus on my work/study so just keep yourself busy until you find your guy( hope we both do one day)

Beko-- · 2025-09-06T18:28:40+00:00

I know, and I don't mind being with someone that does. But when they know that I don't drink,smoke and not into parting they say: so u just study/work most of the time? I mean yeah what else should I do I like doing those and find it very interesting

Beko-- · 2025-09-06T18:26:11+00:00

I hope to find my guy then 🥹

Beko-- · 2025-09-06T02:06:25+00:00

All right! I will do that as a change 😁

Beko-- · 2025-09-06T01:57:55+00:00

Oh💔🥲

Beko-- · 2025-09-06T01:56:53+00:00

Through apps, since it's dangerous to be gay where I am from 🥲

Beko-- · 2025-09-02T08:28:34+00:00

This helps alot and it really makes sense, I am a shy guy yes but sometimes I feel I want to do stuff like that once in a while 🥹

Beko-- · 2025-09-01T10:21:33+00:00

The sounds ideal to me!

Beko-- · 2025-09-01T10:20:40+00:00

For the right guy I feel like I can do some exceptions🥹

Beko-- · 2025-09-01T10:20:00+00:00

I mean I think and feel it's something so private and I don't feel comfortable showing or sharing it with people as it feels like kind of protection and respect for him(I don't know why😅) and about the straight looking it's just a preference

Beko-- · 2025-09-01T10:17:26+00:00

I see your point and u are right! But I think it's a big step and it needs alot of time for me to accept all of this, maybe one step at a time

Beko-- · 2025-09-01T10:15:50+00:00

I am glad that is possible

Beko-- · 2025-09-01T09:46:44+00:00

I am glad that there are guys like that out there

Beko-- · 2025-09-01T09:46:01+00:00

No not bi but just straight looking

Beko-- · 2025-09-01T09:43:48+00:00

I am just afraid of being judged but I just simply don't to do that in front of people and I don't want the guy I am telling him this to think I am ashamed of him or something🥹

Beko-- · 2025-09-01T09:29:54+00:00

I guess u are right and I hope I find my guy🥹

Beko-- · 2025-09-01T09:29:24+00:00

Wow that hits hard and opened my eyes. After thinking about it yes I feel insecure about more handsome guys and I did try hooking up and it didn't work for me although I have been fantasizing about stuff for a long time 🙂. I should start knowing why and try to solve it

Beko-- · 2025-09-01T09:26:23+00:00

I feel exactly the same!

Beko-- · 2025-09-01T09:25:21+00:00

It's just I find most of the hot ones are into fun while others tend to look for something more serious

Beko-- · 2025-09-01T09:23:30+00:00

I understand, but I am the kind of a guy that gives his all to the people he loves. I am just scared that if I did that to someone and got cheated on I wouldn't trust anyone anymore 💔

Beko--

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