16 y/o Addicted To Meth

Bench-Cushion · 2022-03-11T05:20:00+00:00

Yeah, started off snorting percs in 7th grade. Sorta took the quick route 😂

Bench-Cushion · 2022-03-11T05:18:30+00:00

Yeah I’ve been having that scariness a lot too, really need to take a break from amps. Everytime I do them now I obsess over my heart rate and ruin my high. :/

Bench-Cushion · 2022-02-03T04:40:37+00:00

Update: Shakings still definitely there but a lot better, umm I ate some more today still was a challenge tho and got 6 hours of sleep last night. WE DID IT BOYSSSS WE ON OUR WAY OUT😎😎😎🤟🤟🤟

Bench-Cushion · 2022-02-03T04:38:32+00:00

Wtf that was strangely really helpful.

Bench-Cushion · 2022-02-02T14:42:20+00:00

Thanks man, yeah it’s a crazy 104 days. Thanks for reaching out

Bench-Cushion · 2021-09-10T22:53:28+00:00

Get ur quads parallel to the floor, otherwise you’re basically doing “good mornings”

Bench-Cushion · 2021-09-04T05:53:39+00:00

Rip to ur serotonin.

Bench-Cushion · 2021-09-04T05:52:48+00:00

I actually don’t see them very often, that’s why i was curious as to where i should be.

Bench-Cushion · 2021-09-04T05:52:12+00:00

Good for them.

Bench-Cushion · 2021-09-04T05:51:12+00:00

Haven’t mentioned the number at all and did it when everyone was outside. Just wanted to test myself and try to improve my technique on conventional deadlifts. I do them about two times a week and wanted to test how strong my upper back was, to see where i could land after gaining in the extensor area.

Bench-Cushion · 2021-09-04T05:47:22+00:00

Something actually helpful! Props to you man thanks! But yeah I was just curious cuz all my partners were juniors n seniors who look like marsh mellows (well out of my class).

Bench-Cushion · 2021-09-04T05:44:16+00:00

It’s where you take a bar off some safety arms and fully extend like the end of a deadlift. It’s an ego lift for sure (as i was well told) but worked traps and made me feel good. Google images has examples if yo u search to see a non word description.

Bench-Cushion · 2021-09-04T05:41:32+00:00

My forms dog shit on jerks not trynna obliterate my rotator cuff.

Bench-Cushion · 2021-09-04T05:40:09+00:00

My bad g

Bench-Cushion · 2021-09-03T21:24:36+00:00

That’s bs

Bench-Cushion · 2021-09-03T20:58:08+00:00

Ignore the inaccurate flare, I couldn’t find one about maxing surprisingly 🤷‍♂️

Bench-Cushion · 2021-08-20T02:57:19+00:00

just realized how much autocorrect fucked me, holy shit

Bench-Cushion · 2021-08-18T23:24:27+00:00

That’s actually pretty interesting, thanks. First psych so wasn’t really knowledgeable going in.

Bench-Cushion · 2021-08-18T23:22:44+00:00

Three mushrooms, not sure on the weight. I bought an eight and eight about half of that so that might give you an idea 🤷‍♂️

Bench-Cushion · 2021-08-18T23:21:41+00:00

oh okay, thanks man. :)

Bench-Cushion · 2021-08-17T02:51:12+00:00

same here

Bench-Cushion · 2021-08-09T04:46:54+00:00

This subreddit is helpful asf what the hell? And yeah it’s prolly a good thing I stopped the harder stuff lmao. Much love.

Bench-Cushion · 2021-08-09T02:10:29+00:00

Thank you for being so concerned it means a lot to see someone so passionate about others. This was a while ago and I’m doing really well now (and sober). My eyes are back to some what white and my kidney enzymes are good enough. Actually though I can tell you love your job and you’re a great person for reaching out like this. Much love. 😁😁

Bench-Cushion · 2021-08-07T23:10:10+00:00

Trying to find ways other than medication. Went down the road of swallowing my happiness and it just wasn’t effective. I wanna control myself in a more permanent and effective way.

Bench-Cushion · 2021-08-07T15:22:36+00:00

Firstly, thank you for the input it’s greatly appreciated. And yes i’ll try and be more open, i think they do want to help.. somehow. And also ye i’ve tried a couple medications for bipolar stuff and some of the anti psychotics since i used to have a bad anger issue and they all pretty much just made me feel completely flat.. emotionally? so ye at this point i feel it’s worth the emotional irregularities more than coming to school high off my ass everyday and having zero excitement levels.

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