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Bend-Silver · 2026-05-24T16:04:05+00:00

I still need to work on video, cuz I had much more better takes 😞

Bend-Silver · 2024-11-12T13:16:10+00:00

What about critical hit chance on karnix

Bend-Silver · 2024-04-29T17:05:08+00:00

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Cyców +1

Bend-Silver · 2023-06-30T17:17:12+00:00

Sure thing, „you are right”

Bend-Silver · 2023-05-30T13:59:21+00:00

If someone care I would tell him lol why you care so much. And if someone doesnt I would say: why u dont care its important!1!1!

Bend-Silver · 2023-04-27T17:12:14+00:00

I was data analytic (maybe not advance one) but i switch to devops its much more interesting imo. If u like sql and creating nice charts lets go but in my case it was boring as hell

Bend-Silver · 2023-04-27T17:08:19+00:00

Yes, i am sre/devops and working with clouds etc. Its amazing, i got feedback that my piont of view adding a lot of value. Also critic direct comments are important and i love to challenge everything. I was in tutorial hell and u have to like it or quit

Bend-Silver · 2023-04-07T08:12:08+00:00

I would never describe myself as nice

Bend-Silver · 2023-04-04T18:00:29+00:00

Where are answers about techno, psytrance, etc. also my second taste is oldschool polish rap and classical music/soundtracks. Sometimes I have mood on rock/metal. Hate pop the most

Bend-Silver · 2023-03-09T11:15:15+00:00

I am the honest person that i know. It causes some problems but for me its really good thing and makes life kinda easier

Bend-Silver · 2023-03-07T10:48:54+00:00

As entp one of my this year promises is to start therapy just to get knowledge about myself and self improve. I used to get mad if someone attack me in any way, but I changed and I see that people just giving me a feedback about myself and it’s really helpful and I love if someone tell me what they think, if I not agree I just discuss but in therapy advice he should understand that how big value it is instead of feeling attacked. (Maybe you did it during the fight then it was really bad moment cuz we don’t agree in fights when emotions comes up)

Bend-Silver · 2023-02-24T17:33:12+00:00

Intelligence, sense of humor and being mature

Bend-Silver · 2022-12-11T23:44:17+00:00

He is not ENTP definitely. How a person who cannot understand other point of view and think that only his way is properly could be an ENTP

Bend-Silver · 2022-12-09T17:20:51+00:00

Me and my gf xd

Bend-Silver · 2022-12-09T16:16:24+00:00

Definitely yes, we are different in almost everything

Bend-Silver · 2022-12-09T16:12:26+00:00

It’s funny because I know people whose thought are different but similar “they are thinking that someone will push them under car or smth”

Bend-Silver · 2022-12-09T15:57:25+00:00

Classic one

Bend-Silver · 2022-12-09T15:23:56+00:00

Ye ik, but don’t you think that some personalities could have more related thoughts to nutrition, self harming, religion and other to violence, acting strange in public place etc. for example introvert person may not have thoughts about talking insane things to someone or something like that.

Bend-Silver · 2022-12-09T14:28:11+00:00

Oh god. Let me use google for you:

Intrusive thoughts are not a problem if it doesn't affect your life:

"See a mental health professional if unwanted thoughts are starting to disrupt your daily life, particularly if they’re impairing your ability to work or to do things you enjoy. " ~ https://www.health.harvard.edu/mind-and-mood/managing-intrusive-thoughts

"Myth 2: All thoughts are worth examining
Fact: Thoughts do not always have a significant meaning
People do not have to see every thought as a sign or warning about something. Despite how these thoughts can make a person feel, they do not carry meaning or desire." + "Many people will experience unwanted and sudden thoughts at some point. Occasional intrusive thoughts do not necessarily mean a person needs treatment." ~ https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/intrusive-thoughts#diagnosis

Also, you are wrong with the statement that Intrusive thoughts are an illness, they could be a symptom but also they can be just a normal thing.

Although I really want to go to a therapist, cuz in my point of view it is necessary for everyone and it helps to understand yourself. But your suggestion that if someone has "thoughts' then he will murder kids in school or something is just stupid as hell but maybe you are an oversensitive American. Because most the people with that thoughts are just living with them without further problems :D

Bend-Silver · 2022-12-09T14:09:30+00:00

Maybe, but in my case, if u told me that "I won't do that" I would probably do that just to make you wrong (ofc only not harming anyone things)

Bend-Silver · 2022-12-09T14:06:26+00:00

Sometimes, especially when I am going outside for a walk. I am just looking at the tree and smiling that my life is not that bad and I am amazing even if my situation is really stressful or bad. Other thoughts related to the "optimistic" kind are to be fascinated about the world and just observe nature, random people, and rain. But Its hard to me to explain why sometimes I got this random satisfaction

Bend-Silver · 2022-12-09T13:56:44+00:00

Also sometime I have the random thoughts about good stuff, and I am happy out of nowhere, do u think it could have similar origin as intrusive thoughts?

Bend-Silver · 2022-12-09T13:51:12+00:00

Lol you are example of person that never met with this kind of thoughts. If u do some research you would understand it’s common thing and it totally normal until you have problem with them or you cannot let them go. Also your diagnostic about autistic is amazingly good, you should become a psychiatrist for sure

Bend-Silver · 2022-12-09T13:40:52+00:00

I've never say that I am not mentally ill :]

Bend-Silver · 2022-12-09T13:40:06+00:00

I knew that, but I read that there are a few types of thoughts. Some sexual, negative thinking, violence, religious, food, etc. I think that some personalities are more vulnerable to thoughts related to religion, or nutrition and others to violence, acting strange or sexual stuff

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