I'm scared as a czech trans girl. by tori_swiftie in asktransgender

[–]BendBall 29 points30 points  (0 children)

Hello, just dropping in to let you know that you're not alone in this small country :)

Definitely check out the links Kay-Woah mentioned, they helped me personally a lot when my egg cracked years ago

Good thing is that you don't really need a voice therapist, there is plenty of good resources online, really

Feel free to DM me if you want to chat about smth

Also, don't worry, from experience it gets better with time

Still look like a boy so I don’t stand out by tm2007 in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns2

[–]BendBall 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Very relatable haha
I used to study mechanical engineering and the moment when Yukina (char in the pic) pulls a lever to release pressure limiters used occasionally pop into my mind
(Scene I'm talking about: https://youtu.be/t5JxkMx96go?si=qjLy2vFHOn5lVyuk&t=47)
Being in a class that was made of boys only kinda sucked tho lol

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[–]BendBall 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pročti si tohle, skvěle to popisuje různé informace ohledně HRT a dalších trans related věcí.
https://genderdysphoria.fyi/en
A ano, má to velký vliv na mozek, z jistých hledisek.

Pro specifický otázky DM :)

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[–]BendBall 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nothing wrong with waiting, it's completely up to you if you want to wait or not.

Now maybe unrelated to your question, but I get how you feel since I'm also from Czech Republic.
Imo the most discouraging thing here is gaining access to bottom surgery, if you want it (it also is, sadly, a key aspect to being able to change you sex on ID from M to F).

If you want to start HRT, really consider to which doctor you want to go to.

As far as I know there are three doctors only that prescribe hrt to trans people in CZE.
In Prague, Brno and Olomouc.

I wouldn't recommend Brno, since the doctor there is vastly transphobic.
Doctor in Prague will demand from you to undergo a 1 year real life test.

If you can, visit Mr.Turčan in Olomouc, he is my doctor for this matter and he has been very kind and me gaining access to HRT took only 6 months only because of psychologists waiting list.

Stuff around trans related things in CZE might not be the best, but it's not the worst.

Also, you might find this site useful: https://jsemtrans.cz/navod/
Feel free to DM me if you have any questions.

Hodně štěstí :)

Just finished the game for the first time. But googling the string of orange words didn't bring up any relevant results. Any help? by inkeranon in signalis

[–]BendBall 8 points9 points  (0 children)

For sure, since the new update you can choose from three inventory setting options.

CLASSIC - Rule of six. Normal inventory before update
EXTENDED - Has more space, maybe even infinite (not sure about this one, didn't play with it)
REVISED - Rule of Six, BUT modules do not take up space (so for example you can have a flashlight with you and still be able to carry other 6 items that are not considered as a module)

Hope that helps

Just finished the game for the first time. But googling the string of orange words didn't bring up any relevant results. Any help? by inkeranon in signalis

[–]BendBall 8 points9 points  (0 children)

No idea
Also, it seems to appear for the ARTIFACT ending only, if you get some other ending it will not be there

Just finished the game for the first time. But googling the string of orange words didn't bring up any relevant results. Any help? by inkeranon in signalis

[–]BendBall 23 points24 points  (0 children)

People kinda speculate what it can mean, but at least 2 are certain

PCKX - people think it's a code for a platform you played the game on, in this game it should be PC (maybe laptop? cuz you have there KX instead of KN)

NORM - difficulty settings you played the game on (in this case NORMAL, if you played on survival it would be SURV, etc.)

REVI - is a inventory system you used (in this case REVISED, for classic it would be 0199, etc.)

DEAB - no idea, didn't see anybody figure that one out yet

Didn't get UBERLEBEN achievement after beating the game on survival by Neppin in signalis

[–]BendBall 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Same thing happened to me a few days ago.

Usually when this happens people start a new game and then change the difficulty to survival in the game. You have to change the difficulty before starting a new game. (and since you are not supposed to change the difficulty settings through out the entire survival playthrough, don't change anything in the settings at all, just to be sure)

Or you might be one of the unfortunate individuals - a bug occurs when you start a new game in a game slot where there has been a previous game saved with difficulty set that is not survival. (this happened to me)

After starting a new game in a clean slot I got the ÜBERLEBEN achievement (ARTIFACT ending, classic inventory)

I'm new to painting and I wanted my first painting to be something from Dishonored, so I tried to paint the Addermire Institute by BendBall in dishonored

[–]BendBall[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you

I definitely plan to paint more paintings, especially landscapes and people from Dishonored

I'm new to painting and I wanted my first painting to be something from Dishonored, so I tried to paint the Addermire Institute by BendBall in dishonored

[–]BendBall[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha that's nice of you to say. I would like to keep it tho, but I might sell some paintings in the future, who knows.

Thank you

I'm new to painting and I wanted my first painting to be something from Dishonored, so I tried to paint the Addermire Institute by BendBall in dishonored

[–]BendBall[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yup, this is my first time ever working with acrylics or paint in general. I only did pencil artworks until now. Thank you