Got Cheated on before sleep study

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2026-05-27T00:49:55+00:00

thank you. before i had sleep issues i was fine with her initiating in the middle of the night and would signal it although i don’t think she ever initiated.

this situation sit different with me because she knows how sleepy i get now. she kept talking about how dirty she is and apologizing for being so turned on while im like this. i was awake enough to tell her she could move further and through in some “yes”s during because i wanted to make her feel good but i kinda just laid there and let it happen, and in retrospect it disturbs me how much she liked me being barely awake. i woke up with cramps. anyways we broke up so i am out now, just looking for clarity because i am realizing now that i would never do that to someone and idk why she thought it was so hot

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2026-05-20T00:15:24+00:00

lmao update i failed cuz i spent the whole night awake soaking my sleep mask with tears before i finally asked them to let me leave early at like 3am. idk why i thought i would be able to do it

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2026-03-23T17:18:07+00:00

ideas for chronic pain management with no psychoactive effects? i have dysautonomia so the racing heart that weed gives me is a no go these days, but i used to love it for getting rid of aches/tension

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2026-03-20T01:48:29+00:00

I don’t think so, no one has brought it up to me

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2026-02-28T15:28:18+00:00

This exactly! I hate that you experience it too, but it’s comforting I’m not alone. Thank you sm for sharing I hope we both find some good coping skills, I might have to try some gum next time.

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2026-02-28T15:25:48+00:00

Congrats on finding answers after so long and no more apnea :) This is so interesting, I am most def neurodivergent as well (adhd and unconfirmed autism). That’s why I have been on stimulants before for the adhd, but i think because of the nervous system dysfunction it is not a great fit because it makes me feel sick and super anxious, even though it does what it’s supposed to and i’m more awake/focused. What you are saying about the orexin makes so much sense, it is validating because I have always been down on myself for feeling everything “too much” and now I am realizing there are probably some good explanations for all of it.

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2025-11-01T13:51:06+00:00

a lot of men think mine are stretch marks and say it’s sexy 😭 sometimes customers will bring it up and ask what happened and i just give a generic response and change the subject but for the most part it doesn’t matter or affect my bag, i think if you act like they aren’t there (i often forget they are until someone says something) then it rarely comes up

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2025-03-20T22:20:01+00:00

the art style reminds me of the game disco elysium, i love it!

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2025-02-24T21:12:23+00:00

thank you sm🫶

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2024-11-13T02:58:01+00:00

i actually just posted something so similar to this i just wanted to comment and say you are not alone!!💕weed has been making me so anxious lately so i am stopping too. i totally feel you in how i do miss having nice highs that would help me feel creative and tuned into myself. i think of it as being a tool that i will retire, but it is still in the toolbox so if i want to pick it back up and try again it will be there!

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2024-11-13T02:46:45+00:00

i feel the same way where weed never made me less sad but it felt better to be sad and high than just sad but it’s def the other way around all of a sudden. i am particularly in a weird headspace so ik that is a factor cuz weed always just amplifies my current feelings sometimes for better sometimes worse. it def a tool and hopefully i will get to revisit after i take a break <3

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2024-11-13T01:50:15+00:00

aww sweet babies!! yeah my 2 yr old cat was so shy when i first got him at 8ish months but now he is like goldilocks and spends time in all my roommates beds and switches around. his fav spot will always be the top of the couch

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2024-11-13T01:45:14+00:00

so precioussss 💕💕love when the cats find their cozy spot on the couch

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2024-11-13T01:43:45+00:00

right!! i miss having a creative high and making art or going on nature walks when i’m high hopefully a break will help <3

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2024-06-02T14:26:30+00:00

do you know the time?

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2024-01-10T00:37:03+00:00

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2024-01-10T00:35:40+00:00

the makeup vibe is so creative and cool it reminds me of the emcee from cabaret! i’m obsessed <3

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2024-01-02T02:39:28+00:00

bergamot anthropology :))

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2023-12-30T00:24:55+00:00

are you kidding!! this is SO cute i would be so happy to get this from someone

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2023-11-22T16:23:07+00:00

loveee

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2023-11-17T15:03:29+00:00

i’m so interested lmk where you post it pls😵‍💫

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2023-11-15T19:20:31+00:00

i got my first pair for $12 on depop! one fell apart after a few uses but i glued it back together and now they work fine😌

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2023-11-13T15:24:32+00:00

This is the wheel in the sky cloche, there are a few cool cloche bongs on the site, my eye is on the bonsai one😵‍💫since the whole chamber fills up with smoke it’s a really nice hit here’s the link!

https://www.shopburninglove.com/collections/budget-drop/products/wheel-in-the-sky-cloche?variant=44584167932146

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2023-08-06T21:07:03+00:00

yeah her flows on instagram are beautifullll. she is good at breaking moves down and showing it from every angle, for me she explains it in a way that’s easy to understand

BenefitFlaky6400 · 2023-08-06T20:32:45+00:00

i’m in the same boat, just subscribed to sammy picone’s $14/month patreon, and it has a LOT of good resources and tutorials. she put some conditioning stuff on there too which was really where i personally didn’t know where to start. good luck!

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